Gone but not forgotten

I'm going to start my blog off with a little bit about Stacy Novak who sadly died last month on the 9th of June. Of course we all know her and Shane as the 2 main people behind Transliving but how many of us knew her as more than that? I attended 12 Transliving events and she was always a big part of these events for me. I used to sit next to her at meals and have to help her pour her tea while we put the world to right. She would often give me things for free. Sometimes clothes, Sometimes something more kinky as she like me had a kinky side that she kept fairly hidden most of the time. Although she couldn't resist giving me a little spanking me now and then and enjoyed having me dressed as a pony I'm sure. Talking of giving me free things I remember the first time I ever chatted to Stacy and at the time I was part of the Repartee team and I was at Sparkle dressed in my Repartee catsuit taking a break from the stall and wandering round the park. I stopped at the TLi stand and flicked through a few mags there. Shane saw me and straight away Stacy told Shane to give me some free magazines and we had a chat and got on well straight away. Before I returned to the Repartee stall and got moaned at from Bella Jay for fraternising with the enemy. Bella was worried I might start writing to Tli instead of Repartee. Which of course I did for several years but not until Repartee had long since ended. During my time writing for the magazine and attending the events I had a good friendship with Stacy and we would sometimes phone each other for catchup chats but I'm still not sure I really knew her but maybe better than many. RIP Stacy.  Gone but not forgotten. 

Sadly with Stacy's passing Transliving magazine has now come to an end also. This is a bit sad as I was a regular contributor from issue 59. It has ended on issue 83 meaning it lasted one more issue than Repartee magazine. My last article in both was in issue 82 but I started writing for Repartee in issue 50. Now sadly there's no printed Trans magazines left anymore for me to write for.

Not a lot has happened last month away from Stacy's passing but I did go for a day out with David(as Dee) to the black country heritage museum which was enjoyable. We even went down a mine and had to wear silly safety hats and mine really didn't go with my outfit that day but I think it improved Dee's overall look. Dee hung onto my arm as we couldn't see a thing and I kept banging my head as the tunnels were quite low.  It was very cold and windy that day despite the fact it was meant to be summer. I enjoyed checking out the old garage and motorbike shop being the petrol head that I am but other old shops were good also. It's just a shame so much was shut including the old fashioned fairground.

I had another meal out with Will which again was lovely. I'm really enjoying going to posh Restaurants with Will as normally when I go out with friends we tend to go to cheaper places. We have another one coming up in a couple of weeks too. So again time to put on a posh frock. Can't wait! Will said he's going to ride his KTM 390 adventure over this time so I can pose on it as not done a bike shoot for a while. Actually he didn't say he would but I told him too.

Last night 9 of us went to the Pump house for another nice meal. The second time I've been there in June. The first time being was just Dee and I though. I do recommend it but I was a little ill after!!

It wasn't that bad though as this morning we were back over Brunel's Kitchen for breakfast. Another place me and David(this time)are becoming regulars at.

Back at the flat I managed to break an old table belong to Davina the flat owner which to me was an old piece of rubbish but it turns out its a family heirloom apparently and was given to Davina just after the war by his mother! I'm not going to say how I broke it but it's not repairable and I'm not in Davina's good books for this. 

Last weekend at the flat I spend most of a day as a little girl in nappies which was I lot of fun sucking on daddies special dummy. I'll add a photo below. Not not of the dummy of me in nappies!

In June I had another great bondage day with Trenchard including some fantastic suspensions.

I've also just had both of mountain bike and my E-bike serviced which cost me over £300! 200 of this was for the 25 year old mountain bike which is probably worth less than £100. Doesn't make sense I know but I ride it a lot and love it and will never sell it so to me it was worth getting it sorted out. It no longer rattles and it has brakes again.

As always you can still book me as an escort, pro sub/domme and I'm still putting bondage struggling films on onlyfans at the moment 

OK time for some pics    

   

A week late with my blog

Yes I know it's the 7th and not the 1st but to be honest I totally forgot so sorry to the few that read this but better late than never right? 

So the month of May is long gone and was busy. First off three of my bikes had to be serviced and 2 had to be MOT'd It's not cheap running multiple vehicles! All three bikes being different makes had to go to different dealers to be serviced. The Kawasaki was first and while that was being done I got to demo a brand new ZX6R. I found this so uncomfortable when I first got on it even though I used to ride sports bikes. I soon got used to it though and it was great fun and fast too. 

Then the Royal Enfield went in and I couldn't borrow a bike so spent a few hours walking along a nearby cannel path. Not fun on a hot day still in bike gear and let me tell you bike boots are not walking boots! The RE failed MOT on a few things including a too small number plate which I'd forgot was on there as have the legal one at home. They made me another one so now I have 2 full size plates for that bike! 

The Honda went in last for a service and this time I got to demo a CRF300(A bike I quite fancy adding to my stable to do a bit of green laning and winter riding on) and the brand new Yamaha XSR900GP which looks like a race bike from the 1980's I didn't really love it though and again it was uncomfortable which confirms I'm getting old. So any older person thinking of buying this bike because it reminds you of 80's bike please ride one first as you'd probably reconsider when you do  

I also own 2 cars and have just put my RS Focus back on the road afyer its been sorn for a couple of months which cost me £700 in tax and insurance! As soon as I did this I went through a speed trap on the M5 in it. So now waiting to see if I get another fine and more points. You wouldn't believe it but it was in the same place I've been caught speeding on the motorway twice already in the last 3 years! I was doing 80 so not confident I'm going to get away with it. Which will mean 6 points on my licence and my insurance will no doubt go up as a result of driving 80MPH on the motorway! 

A couple of weeks ago I had a long weekend away in a cottage being tied up by Trenchard which was great and I just loved spending two and a half days tied up. It's been a while since I've spent so long in bondage. Some of the films of me struggling tied up will be on onlyfans soon so make sure you check them out there.

Something else I did was go for a meal in Wilsons which is an expensive restaurant in Redland, Bristol. It was a taster menu and again it was with Will who likes going out to nice places to eat with me and in fact we're going out again tomorrow. BTW the food in Wilsons was expensive but I didn't pay so thank you again Will but it was also delicious.

Again I've spent a lot of time with David/Dee and the highlights being two days out one was on the south somerset railway and a walk on the beach at Minehead the other was a few hours looking round the SS Great Britain which was very interesting. Well I didn't fall asleep so it must have been. 

I must mention a couple of recent sessions I've done also. which are interesting I think. One was a new client who dressed in a divers mask and some tights and I had to wear a mask too while he molested me. This was a new one on me but still a lot of fun. Another was with the guy who bought me the wedding lingerie which was an overnight. Half the time I was dressed like this the other half as a little baby girl in nappies and that's how I spent most of the night!  It was a long night and I got zero sleep but parts of it were still very kinky. 

So that was May and the beginning of  June. Last night I did a double domme session as Mistress Nina with 2 of my submissives and this morning I've done a suspension on another sub. Which I was making up as I went along but it worked really well and I didn't kill him which is always a bonus. 

As always get in contact if you want to do any sub, domme or escort sessions with me. If not see you back here next month.

Nina x

May the 4th be with you.

 I got up this morning and looked on YouTube and on my feed was an excellent newly released documentary about the making of Star Wars. A subject done to death I'm sure but I still watched and enjoyed it without realising it had be released on Star Wars day. If you like Star Wars check it out on You Tube the channel is @StamFine 

The reason my blog is late is because I've just returned home after a few days away again seeing clients who can't make it down to see me mainly because they're now too old or don't drive anymore. This time only 3 over 3 days. First off I went to Nottingham for some role play and CP and WS as a young schoolgirl and I stayed over there before heading down to Hemel Hempstead for more CP with my oldest client who is 92! I think he likes having me stay over as I help out a bit round the house. If I lived closer he said he'd take me on as a cleaner. After this I travelled up the M1 to near Bakewell for even more CP before returning to Bristol the same day totally shattered with a very sore bum. I always struggle to sleep in strange beds. So was it worth doing just for 3 clients you ask. I think so as I love seeing them and I enjoy the play and I get paid but it's a lot of motorway driving. Lucky for me I also like driving and my little green Fiesta ST "Moo" has yet to miss a beat. 

This month I actually travelled to see my client near Bakewell twice as I went just up to his and back right at the beginning of the month as well which again was a lot of driving in one day again returning with a sore bum.

Talking of clients I have a new one who came and saw me this month and also bought me some white bridal lingerie to wear for him which was lovely only all a bit big for me. He's since sent me some more which are a perfect fit but I've not had chance to do any photos in yet other than a few selfies but will do and will hopefully add them to next months blog post. Even though the corset he sent didn't fit properly he really enjoyed me wearing it for him and has booked another session next week so I can wear the stuff that does fit for him this time. He'll probably say he preferred the ill fitting stuff though! he also wants me dressed as a little girl in a nappy and call him daddy which again I'm sure I'll enjoy.

Something else sent for me to model I must mention is a Burka Hijab so I maybe modelling that soon. Let me know if you want to see photos of me in it. I know it's the one you've all been waiting for right? 

Away from kink I again had a trip to the cinema and this time watched the latest Ghostbusters film and no it wasn't very good. I loved the original film when I was young and then was disappointed with the sequel and likewise I liked the last film "Afterlife" quite a lot but this was pants. I'm not even going to mention the all girl Ghostbusters film! I like to pretend that never happened much like the makers of the new films have done.

As always I've been spending a lot of time with David/Dee and going out for far too many meals putting on more weight. The highlight of the month would have to be our recent Oxford outing where we went to the Ashmolean Museum and David or Dee this time was really keen to see the exhibition from "Bruegel to Robens" which although the museum was free this wasn't but Dee did pay for me. I did enjoy my day out but as much as Dee tries to educate me on such things I'd have rather have looked at pictures of motorbikes or cars all day than paintings by Bruegel and Robens. Dee got told off twice for wearing a rucksack in the museum and I got told off for taking an umbrella in. Which didn't get spotted until we were almost about to leave. Mainly because I gave it to Dee to hold early on and Dee used it as a walking stick. After we went for a nice pub meal in a place Dee had been in many times but never eaten in. I forget the name of the place but the food was fine. 

I must mention Dee has a love for buses I however do not and although we had a pleasant ride in from the park and ride the trip back in rush hour seemed to take forever on an overcrowded bus that we had to stand on and smelt like farts! I think our next trip might be to a bus museum! Actually saying that I'd probably quite like that. 

The only other thing of note I did last month was another bondage day with Trenchard my only real rigger these days. We had a great time and made some kinky films. Most of which are not suitable for onlyfans but if anyone wants them they can buy them from me. 

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I missed April fools day!

Yes I know this blog post should have been yesterday with all the other April fools jokes where it belongs but I was busy enjoying the little sun we got finally getting out on my bikes so again I'm a day late.

So the month of March has come and gone and again I've not done that much and my memory is so bad I'm having to refer to my diary for this one.

The month started with my lovely Friend Will taking me out for a vegan meal in Bristol. This was something I wasn't looking forward to as I wasn't sure if there would be anything I'd like but to my surprise it was Will not me that struggled with his meal. Mine was fine. I say fine but neither of us would rush back to this place despite being highly recommended. It was at Koocha Mezze and although my meal was fine we got put on a tiny little table in the doorway and it was so loud in there but it was a busy Saturday I guess. We both enjoyed ourselves and I'd like to thank Will not only for this day but for the Easter egg he sent me through the post as well. I've almost finished it but did hurt my hand trying to open it! BTW thank you also to David and Shaun for my other Easter eggs.

A couple of days later I decided to go to Plymouth IMAX and watch Dune 2. It's where I saw part one which I loved. It wasn't perfect but I still loved it. Did I love the second part. Yes and No. It looked and sounded great but I had a lot of issues with this film which I won't go into now but it was worth watching although it was very long. The friend I went with had no clue what was going on and even managed to have a little sleep part way though!! While in Plymouth I did go shopping and bought some new makeup and clothes as I'm getting fat and need some bigger stuff to hide my ever growing belly!!

Later in March I met up with my old friend Katrina and spent a day catching up and getting photos of her in some new leotards she'd bought. We didn't do any together as I feel like the photos we ended up doing previously were nothing new but if ever we go anywhere together again I'm sure then there would be more photos of the 2 of us. Anyway check out Kat on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram and you can see if I have a future behind the camera instead of in front of it or not.

The following week looked like being a really busy one with several long kinky sessions booked up but for some reason they all cancelled except for David/Dee that is. No idea why they all cancelled. One involved sploshing so if anyone wants some free low fat custard let me know. I also have a fridge full of Yogurt which is now all out of date and no I don't like custard or yogurt!

One thing I did do that week was another Trenchard bondage shoot and we even went out for a meal after which he treated me too. This was in my favourite Fish and Chip restaurant Noah's where as it happens I'm going to again tonight.

Over this Easter weekend it's all been about my bikes. Although I did watch the new terrible version of Road House. The less said about this the better. Good Friday after doing a session in a client's flat where I had to suspend him I decided to get out on the E-bike which I did for a few hours and got a wet and a flat as I normally do when I go cycling. Oh and yes I was on my E-bike but I mainly ride it without power as a heavy mountain bike so I get some exercise. 

Having taken my TZR out in the week and for it's MOT I managed to take the other 3 bikes out Saturday, Sunday and Monday. All needed cleaning up after as sadly I don't have a garage and all my bikes live under sheets which isn't great with the all the rain we've had this year. So bikes have all had they're exercise as did I now all have been put away again. Hopefully not for so long this time.

So that was March. Again I didn't do Eastbourne but I hope it went well for them and I've not even written for the new Transliving magazine this time but it's just come out now so go check it out to help support the group if you can. As for supporting me you can still book me for kinky one to one sessions. I'd love to see you and have some fun together. 

One last thing as only just realised now but again onlyfans have removed loads of my bondage content so I will with regret be shutting my onlyfans account as pretty much everything I upload now seems to break their rules. Sorry and thank you to everyone who has supported me there

 

   

More bike pics

These were only taken yesterday as my friend and client Maddie has just passed his bike test and bought a lovely Honda CR650R. A bike with similar power to my own Honda Hornet. So hopefully if it ever stops raining we'll be able to get out for a ride together at some point. I can't believe its March already and I've not had the chance or weather to ride any of my bikes so far this year. Except for my pushbikes that is but every time I go out on one of those I get soaked or a puncture. In fact today I went out and got wet and had a flat tyre!  

So on the 3rd attempt I finally sold be old white Fiesta ST. The first guy couldn't buy it until he'd sorted the finance out on his own car the second one didn't offer enough for it but third time lucky a nice guy from Wales came and bought it. To be honest I'm lucky he did as things didn't go well on the day. The car had a flat battery to start with and then when I took him out it it I hit a curb at speed damaging one of the alloy wheels. I got back and there was smoke coming out of one of the back brakes as well where it had stuck on having been standing for a while. I had to knock some money off for the wheel I'd damaged but he still bought it. 

It's a very quiet time at the moment with sessions and last week I only had one booking all week but this week things picked up and I'm starting to get more bookings coming in again which is good as the last thing I want to do is get a normal job again. What would I be any good at? Unless I find a job where the boss likes beatings, bondage and BJ's I guess?

As it was so quiet I did a another one of my tours and visited 4 clients over 4 days covering nearly 1000miles in Moo(my new fiesta ST)in the process. I had a new booking in Bangor North Wales. It's a good job I love cars and driving. This booking was another wrestling one but it was light-hearted fun really and ended up being more of a GFE in the end. 

Talking of cars I've just taken my RS Focus off the road for a bit as the tax came through and its £290. Not great for a car I now don't drive much but even after owning it six years still really love. However its rubbish on fuel, insurance and tax are not cheap and the ride is rock hard. So time to sell it you ask if you're still awake that is. Probably Not 

Not many new photos lately but here's a few with Maddie's bike and some wearing new shoes given to me I think by Davina. I say given to me I may yet have to pay for them if I want them. Oh and one photo in a new dress I bought and wore out this week for a meal with David/Dee and a couple more I did for my new wrestling client in north Wales. Seems like I did more than I thought. 

Oh talking of shoes a lovely guy came round and gave me a load of shoe's yesterday. All boxed and pretty much new. Turns out his wife can't tolerate him dressing as a woman anymore. Quite common I would say. Why do you think I never married?

See you all back here next month and as always feel free to book a session with me to make your dreams come true or nightmares if you like. 

Nina xx