Friday, 1 May 2020

Corona Virus, The Ride And Lock Down Selfies

Cure or vaccination is the only real way out of this.

I decided to write this in my blog as these are my own thoughts about the Corona virus and how it effects me and not everyone will be effected the same way or think like me on this.

Watching the news a few days ago I saw that they had relaxed the lock down in New Zealand after 4 weeks and this is because they've only had 19 deaths in total and yesterday only 3 new cases. They've been brilliant at testing and tracing the virus. The complete opposite to the shambles that's been going on over here at the moment.

I think many people think the lock down is to protect themselves from the virus but it's not it's control and delay the spread and protect the NHS from being overwhelmed.

For me and many others who have jobs they can't do and social distance all the lock down has done is stop us earning money. I've not earn't a penny since this started.

Because we are not like New Zealand and a few other counties who have handled the epidemic well when we go back to work the virus will still be out there unless there's a cure and/or vaccination. Without both these things we wont get rid of it in the UK because even though we've had lots of deaths and infections most people still wont have had it.

So to me and others like me the risk will be the same as it was before lock down. So from a selfish point of view I just as well have carried on working and not lost money. If we don't get a vaccine there's no real way to be sure any clients I see haven't got the virus after the lock down ends unless like New Zealand we eradicate it completely and we all know that's not going to happen.

Like I said this is just my thoughts and opinions. Now what have I been up to while in lock down and not seeing anyone I hear you ask? I've taken quite a few selfies in my panties and posted many online. I hope you like my new lock down hair colour. This will remain until we're allowed out again. In some I'm wearing Kawasaki panties because my latest motorcycle is a Kawasaki and I'm really desperate for a ride and of course to get out on my motorbike.😏 I can't wait to show it off in some photos too. Most likely when I can see Sven again and get him to take some of me on it.

Talking of bikes I've been riding on KTM E-bike most days and have a nice 22mile route through the countryside. As I've been riding I've been taking notice of all the fly tipping and reporting it too and some has even gone a few days after I've done this. Only more keeps appearing elsewhere sadly. I hate fly tipping but also really have no idea why the refuse centres had to shut when we really need them open at the moment. Give the workers PPE and only let in a few cars at a time. Like the supermarkets are with people is the answer surely.

Yesterday I had a series of unfortunate events on my ride and I just wish I had a camera but normally my rides are pretty uneventful. First off I saw two guys out for a walk and noticed one look back at me so I thought they've seen me so I'll cycle past them but the other guy hadn't realised i was coming and turned sideways like a rabbit in the headlights and walked out into the road nearly into me. I just managed to stop before I hit him. It certainly made him jump and wake up. 

After this a few miles later I could see some vans blocking the road and when I got up close it was workmen repairing the road. I stopped asked the guy in the first van if I could get through he told me to go for it. So I squeezed past about 4 vans and them past the guys laying tarmac only to come to a big lorry with it's trailer tipped up emptying tarmac. I thought the first guy was an idiot or having a laugh saying I could get through. I was ready to turn round but to my surprise they all stopped working and the lorry driver lowered the trailer and drove the lorry up the lane until there was a wide enough part for me to get by. I was amazed they did this as was more than happy to go back and find a different route. I recon I was very lucky and any other cyclist would surely be turned round after this or they would put road closed signs up like they should have done in the first place.

After this still on the lanes I came to a horse right on a sharp corner and there was a car behind me. I had to brake but my brakes squeak like mad at the moment(I need to sort that out) and my squeaking brakes unsettled the horse and although I got past I could see it was a bit out of control behind me right in front of the car. I didn't hang around to see what happened next but it was my fault for spooking the horse. Oops.

I also met a couple of tractors coming the other way on these lanes and they're so narrow it's hard to pass even on a pushbike but lucky I didn't hit one head on which had I been going faster I might of done. 

Then both my knees started hurting a few miles from home so not wanting to risk them getting bad again I took a short cut home and used the electric assist to get me back without putting anymore pressure on my knees. I'm taking a day off cycling today after this but hopefully have a less eventful ride tomorrow.

Something I've noticed is while on lock down I eat more and I'm doing it without thinking most of the time so I feel I'm getting fitter and fatter at the same time!! What about you reading this while stuffing your face agreeing with me!!

Not much else to say really but please stay safe and if anyone wants to buy any dirty panties or any kinky films to wank over(sorry I mean to enjoy) I have 100's and will donate any money I make from the sell of them to NHS charities. I charge £15 for panties and £10 for 5 films should you need a Nina fix.  


Thursday, 2 April 2020

How quick things have changed

I was hoping as yesterday was April fools day it was going to turn out this whole Corona Virus epidemic was one big joke. Sadly that's not the case. It's very real and not going to get anything but worse for some time. I personally think we're going to be up against this for the whole of 2020 and just wish I could hibernate and wake up in 2021.

It's funny looking at my last blog post less than a month ago I made no mention of the virus and was looking forward to the TLI Eastbourne event which has like all other upcoming events has now been cancelled. One TLI thing that has still gone ahead thought is the publishing of the latest magazine issue. Which you can now buy here and features loads of interesting stuff including 3 articles written by me. One on Berdita underwear, one about zentai and another about TLI's themed competitions and for the second time I'm the calendar girl at the beginning of the magazine. If you want to buy a copy (and lets be honest if you like looking at me why wouldn't you?) you can do so now in either printed or digital format here.

You can also buy cheaper older magazines and I've written in everyone since issue 69 most have more than one article written by me in fact. 69 seems a very appropriate issue number for me considering what I do for a living don't you think?

Talking about my living as from 2 weeks ago because of the intimate contact between me and clients and the risks now involved. I stopped seeing people and I'm now staying indoors not working. I'm  lucky as I have savings and I will hopefully be safe at home and not catch it. If I do somehow catch it hopefully I'm young and fit enough to get through it.  I don't have a job like NHS nurses who are putting their life's at risk every days so I shouldn't be complaining and I'm not going too.

It has however effected me more than many others I know who seem to have more or less carried on like normal. For me I have no work and as I can't see anyone and I've kind of lost the desire to dress up and make up each morning like I was doing before this. I don't like dressing sexy just for myself really. Maybe I did when I was younger now I'm just wandering round the house in a dressing gown most days. I can't do anymore photoshoots either kinky or glam. Also Because we're not allowed out in cars unless it's essential I can't go out in my RS except for food and can't ride either of my two motorbikes although I do still enjoy going out on the E-bike most days as there's plenty of back roads to explore near where I live. So really glad I bought that last year. Also my looking for a new place I can not only live at but work from has been put on hold. Yes I know what you're thinking it sounds a lot like I'm complaining when I said I wouldn't right? Well i'm not I was just saying how the virus has effected me so far OK!

The only thing I have done is sell some of my used panties and some of my old kinky videos which I have 100's of. So if anyone reading this fancies wanking over films of me being tied up used and abused while wearing a pair of my dirty knickers give me a shout. I sell my panties for £15 which includes postage and my films are £10 for 5 which I send you via google drive.

This wont last forever and we will get through it by sticking to the rules I'm sure but if any of my clients want to text me to say you're OK please feel free. Below are some "Berdita" and "Zentai" photos not in the latest TLI for you to enjoy.

Tuesday, 3 March 2020

It's cold!

Not the weather but my house as my boiler has stopped working so no heating or hot water at the moment! Great.

Sorry but I'm a little late writing my blog this month as I did promise you it would be the first of every month but it's now the fourth(just) also I'm not sure how much I've got to tell you as February's been a quiet month for me even when it came to valentines cards. I only got two this year and one of those was from my best friend. I must be a right munter!

One thing I did manage to do on probably one of only 2 days of February it didn't rain was get out for a fairly long ride to the beach on my E-bike, Sadly that's the only time so far this year I've been out on the little KTM electric pushbike but not the only time this month I've been out on a KTM bike as on the other dry day I went out on my baby KTM 390 Duke. I went as far as the local bike dealers and enjoyed the ride as I always do but good as the bike is at times it feels like it lacks a bit of speed and power and I'm a bit old for a bike mainly aimed at learners and while at the bike shop I noticed my bikes bigger brother the Duke 790 had a couple of grand off at the moment making it a bit of a bargain and was very tempted by it, as it's a bit more grown up but then again I do have a bigger bike already(although a totally different style of bike) so not sure I could really justify upgrading the little 390 and the 790's not as good looking. Selling it altogether would be the sensible thing to do.

Anyway having ridden both my KTM's last month it's a good excuse to show more pics of me with them below.

BTW in my previous blog I talked about buying a cheaper car better on fuel than my RS to save money and keep the mileage down on the Focus but that hasn't happened and I'm still piling on the miles. In fact I'm nearly at 40,000miles now and looking online it's one of the highest mileage MK3 RS's Focus's about.

Getting away from cars and bikes now (As I know you're not all petrol heads and even if you are it's not the reason you follow me or read my blog,most of you just like looking at me or looking as my panties right?)

So onto work which as always is quieter than I would like but I have done a few domme and escort sessions as well as a sub/spanking session with a new client who's already booked me again(So I must be good right?) and although this week is quiet next week is already looking quiet busy and if you have a kink and want to come see me and indulge or just want your cock sucked or to shag me check out my site here then give me a call or send me an email.

As I said not much happened in February but in March there's Eastbourne and a visit to the bondage cottage in North Wales. So if while I'm up north anyone wants me to visit them for a session again get in contact. One thing that could interfere with my travel plans though is this bloody Corona virus. Which I'm sure is a worry for everyone judging by the fact I don't seem to be able to buy hand sanitizer anywhere at the moment. Some people must have cupboards full of the stuff!

Below is a couple pf photos from February only photo shoot with Sven Svenson and yes as a treat you can see my panties in the second photo of course. This was just before we made a custom bondage film which I spent much of tied,gagged,hooded and plugged. Good work if you can get it. Right?

OK off now to my freezing cold bed. Anyone fancy keeping me warm?



Friday, 31 January 2020

One month down

And like last time I'm writing this a day early as I'm not sure I'll get time tomorrow.

"So what have I been up to since we last spoke?" I hear you ask.

To be honest not a lot. The first week of January I was pretty busy with lots of sub/domme and escort sessions and reasonably busy the second week too. Including a session which involved a 4hr round trip to spend almost 5 hrs at a clients lovely house tying and teasing him while he was dressed as a woman!

I know it takes all sorts right?😏 

I have made a custom bondage film dressed in PVC with the help of my best friend Sven Svenson also which was fun and he took a few new photos of me as always. I'll attach a few below for you to enjoy but not tied up as that's for my clients eyes only this time

It was my birthday again and for the first time in several years I didn't go to my local fetish club "SWAMP" to celebrate even though the event fell on my actual birthday. I'm getting to an age where I don't really want to celebrate birthdays anymore. My friends must feel the same way as I only got 2 cards this year and this was one of them. I felt slightly offended to be honest.

This last couple of weeks have been quiet sessions wise but hopefully that's because people are skint at the moment. I have had not one but two guys come to see me as an escort. Pay me then tell me they couldn't go through with it and just leave. Maybe I do look like that gorilla after all.

I'm going to talk about cars for a moment as you know I'm such a girl racer. I've owned my current car which as I'm sure you know is a "Focus RS" nearly 2 years and have covered over 30,000miles in that time and I love driving her even though shes a very hard ride and yes my cars are always female. 

Problem is I'm spending £100 a week on fuel most weeks and being a desirable RS model means if I kept the mileage lower it would be worth a fair bit still in the future. So not wanting to sell my RS I may buy a second car instead. I've been looking at a secondhand little Fiesta ST line (keeping to the ford's) as they look girlie and are only a 1.0 but still give out 140bhp. That's more than an old Escort RSTurbo! What do you think? Will it suit me?

Not sure I have much more news that's worth writing about this month except I went shopping this week at "Cribbs Causeway" alone as no one wanted to come with me and then ending up spending £300 on yet more clothes! 

I know I am a shopaholic and need your help. All you have to do is buy me nice sexy clothes and send it to me to wear so I don't have to keep buying it myself. And don't be tight and expect me to wear it then send it back dirty either! People do that you know. 

OK you can do that but have to pay me as well. Sorry

Oh one other thing that will make you smile is I went out for a meal this week with a couple of friends and accidentally tucked my dress into my knickers and went back to my seat in the busy restaurant with my dress still tucked in. I wondered why guys were looking at me. I just thought they fancied me, Eventually a lady from another table came over and told me and I felt genuinely embarrassed as it was something I've done once in the past for a laugh and because its a little sexy for some reason but this time I had no idea I'd done it. Good job I had clean panties on though.

Enjoy the photos xx

Tuesday, 31 December 2019

Happy New Year

OK it's a tiny bit early but I rarely go out new years eve hence I'm at home writing my January blog instead. it's a bit sad this year as anyone who follows me on Twitter or Facebook will know my cat Misty died just before Christmas and the house still seems empty without her here.

The new year is looking up work wise though as I have some bookings already so hopefully I'll have a busier year 2020 than I did in 2019. Which wasn't my best as a few of my regular clients disappeared for some reason. It is possible they've died for all I know! If they have it was nothing to do with me.

If anyone wants to see me to live out some of your kinky dreams check out my site first

While I'm doing plugs here's one for the latest Transliving magazine in which I'm featured quite a lot and have a 8 page feature on my take and thoughts on "Ponyplay". It looks great in print as does the french maid photoshoot. So please check it out by getting either a digital or printed copy here.

If you follow the link it's the issue 66 at the top but I've also had features in every issue from issue 59. So if you like my photos and reading about kinky stuff I'm into any of the last 8 issues should keep you happy. There's lots of other fantastic features covering many aspects of gender diversity in these excellent magazines too. It's not all about me you know. Just mostly about me. lol

So 2019 is over and I've done lots of interesting things and sessions but it's been a very up and down year for me. Hopefully 2020 will have more ups. I'm hoping to finally move house at some point and go back to doing more bondage and kinky stuff again once I get a new place of my own.

January marks 10 years since I started working as a pro sub/spankee and now I'm a pro sub/spankee/escort and most people I knew back then didn't think I'd last when I said this is what I wanted to do with my life. To be honest I moan about the lack of clients at times but most trans girls doing what I do really don't last long so I must be doing something right or I'm really good at winging it. I'm kidding I'm good at what I do honest.

OK only an hour to go so I'll wish you all a happy new year and hopefully for my next blog I'll actually have something interesting to write but until then here's a new photo of me showing my panties again.


Monday, 9 December 2019


My bum hurts a bit today which isn't surprising as I spent Saturday and Sunday being punished by various people at "Ouch Spanking party" in Sunbury. It's a fun 2 day event that I've attended once a year at Christmas for the past 4 years now.

I'm slowly getting to know the people that go regularly every year. Some go far more often as there are more parties throughout the year. Many are now getting to know me too or at least my bum as they punish it. I must mention another trans girl called Joanna who helps out there and always gives me a caning,spanking and paddling. She took the pics here too. Anyone wanting to find out more about her can here on her site

She also writes a blog there so why not check her out.

Last night even though I had a sore bottom already I still managed to do a session where I was spanked,strapped and caned again which was slightly hard going but I managed it.

The weekend before was another event this time TLI's annual Bournemouth one. This was the 3rd one of these I've attended in a row. It's a nice 2 night event and has a lovely swimming pool which I always use. Sadly this time I didn't win any of the competitions I entered. One being Hollywood the other Miss Christmas as it has been every time I've been there and every time I've come up with a different Miss Christmas outfit. Apparently this is the last time it'll be Miss Christmas.

Typical now I've bought 100's different Miss Christmas outfits expecting it always to be Miss Christmas So what am I going to do with them!  ;-)

While I was at the TLI event I did a great photoshoot with Sven mainly round the pool and mainly in leather gear . Something I rarely wear until my fairy godmother bought me some recently as an early Christmas present that was. Hopefully some guys into leather might want to book me wearing it now I have it. Photos will be coming soon so look out for them. Here's a teaser

This will likely be my last blog post this year and as from next month I'll be posting on or near the first once a month hopefully.

It's nearly Christmas so you'd better hurry up and buy me something nice. You know what I like right? If not loo at my wish list on my TVChix profile.

See you all back here in the new year unless you follow me on facebook,twitter, fetlife or flickr that is. As I'm always on these posting rubbish every week. Sorry about that


Saturday, 16 November 2019

New Miss Rose and New Miss Berdita

You lucky reader of my blog I'm writing another post less than a month after the last as have interesting new stuff to tell you about myself. The first thing I'm going to bore you with is how this week I won the prestigious title of "Miss Rose 2019" This is a fun competition held at the Dumbleton days event hosted and organised by Martine Rose at "Dumbleton Hall" hence the name. It's a 2-4 day event for trans girls and their friends/partners and the Miss Rose competition is the centrepiece but not the only thing that goes on at these events. If interested in attending check out Martine's own site to find out what else goes on as I didn't see much else of it to be honest but heard it was good.

It's the first time I've attended one of her hotel based events for years. Last time was back in the days when they were call "Harmony" and "Miss Rose" was also "Miss Harmony". Which I did enter at least once,maybe twice I'm not quite sure. You get forgetful when you start to get older it seems! Anyway I finished second in the one I do remember but never won. So I was please to win "Miss Rose" on my first attempt. I wore it wearing the same green dress I won Transliving's "Dreamboats and Petticoats" competition last year so I guess it's a very lucky dress for me. Now what competition can I enter in it next I wonder?

Should I do a speech and bore you thanking lots of random people do you think?

Maybe I wont but I will thank Martine for putting on the event and the judges for picking me as the winner and my best friend Sven Svenson. Who has been forgotten about by the public all these years after doing so well on the quiz show "Going for gold"  and to his credit never mentions it to anyone.

Talking of Sven another reason I invited him along as he's not trans was so we could use the wonderful Dumbleton Hall as a location to do a photoshoot of me modelling underwear. Which was given to me by the owner of  I met this guy several years ago in Germany and since then he bought this underwear company that sells fantastic retro style lingerie mainly to curvy real women but with so much competition he thought they should take a risk to get more sales and try marketing the stuff to trans girls too. He remembered me and got in contact again asking me to be their trans model. I think he see's his underwear business a bit like the shoe company in the film "Kinky Boots" and hopes trans girls seeing photos of me wearing the stuff online might buy if for themselves. I hope he follows this through and takes the risk and uses my photos and Maybe renames the site "Kinky Knicks" or something. OK maybe not that.

He sent me a load of undies which I get to keep and Sven and I have now done the first of 2 shoots for them and I have to say I genuinely love their underwear which feels and looks great and also fits well even though I'm only a pretend woman. Sven was a hero taking over a 1000 photos of me in underwear on the day. There's a few attached here.

We did our shoot the same day as the Miss Rose competition and with a really long drawn out meal between it was a very busy day for me. Don't get me wrong I'm not moaning about the meal as being drawn out you get to chat to whoever you end up sat next too more. Might not be so good if you don't like who you're sat with at dinner I guess.

"How's business Nina?" I hear you ask. Still too quiet but I do have an 8hr switch bondage session at Ashton studio on Monday which should be a lot of fun. Maybe when "gays" sorry "guys" start seeing me in this sexy Berdita underwear my escort bookings will start to go up again. Fingers crossed.

If you would like to book a kinky session with me check out my site 
In the mean time enjoy the photos below but not too much.