It's all happening.

Yes things are starting to come to a head in my life at the moment and things that I've been wanting to get sorted for years could soon be happening. Two of the biggest are my constant battle with reflux and my desperate need to get a place of my own where I can see clients and be myself as Nina. 

On the reflux front this month I've had 2 not very unpleasant tests. The first was another endoscopic examination. Which involved a camera down my throat(Not for the first time and in fact I'm not even sure if it's 4 or 5 times I've had this done now) to see what's going on in my stomach. Biopics were taken leaving me with a very sore throat for the following night. I also this week had a manometry 24hr study done which involved me having a tube down my throat to my stomach coming out my nose for 24hrs and I had to carry a small electrical box round with me for that time attached to the tube. Everywhere I went I could see people looking at me wondering what weird disease I must have and feeling sorry for me. So I stayed inside my house for most of this test. This is my last test so next it's back to the surgeon to see if I'm ready for surgery. I'm probably going to have something called the Linx procedure which is a band of magnetic beads around my esophageal sphincter which controls the amount of acid I bring up. Funny I had to come off my tablets for the last test for a whole week and I've not yet gone back on them as being very careful what I eat at the moment which seems to be working for now at least.

As for houses I've been viewing a few again but they're not in Bristol as Bristol prices are mad and I want a reasonable sized place so I can keep my bikes in a garage and create a play room or dungeon not a shoe box. So if anyone wants to see me you may have to travel down the M5 a bit to do so in the near future. I will keep you updated but hope to find somewhere pretty soon. 

BTW I am still doing sub, domme and escort work if you want to see me mainly outcalls but sometimes in hotels mainly a Travelodge near Bristol and also using Twisted Boudoir in Bridgwater which is a well equipped dungeon/studio. For my services see my site www.fantasygirl-nina.com  There's a link to my Mistress site on the home page if you don't want me as a sub or escort.

So other than hours hunting and having hospital texts what have I been up too you ask. I've had a week away in a cottage in Wales with Trenchard making more films which will soon be on my wonderful new paysite. www.naughtynina.net along with loads of other very kinky films of mine you can't find anywhere else and unlike onlyfans all my kinky films can go there. The new site is doing Ok but it's not the cheapest unlike my old sites but there is a lot of stuff on there already and 2 new films being uploaded every week so I think it's worth the money and hopefully you do too. A lot of time and effort goes into making the films and I even do requests for my paying members. 

While I was at the cottage I got 2 very nasty electric shocks from the bathroom taps after I had a shower while the extractor was on. I was on my own in the cottage at the time which I'm guessing came off the mains. I've never felt anything like it before it was horrible. Needless to say I didn't use the extractor again but I hope Trenchard told the owners of this issue! Sadly these shocks didn't turn me into electro like in the Marvel comics as I would have liked that and wearing a female version of the lycra costume while I went about doing evil villain type things.

I also went out with David/Dee for 3 days out in June. I now have to refer to his Flickr page to remember the names of the places we visited. All were enjoyable days out all all involved food. We both love a hot drink and a cake everywhere we go to. Normally to start off with and often a nice meal at the end of the day. So most recently we went for a day out in Bath and it was David not Dee this time. We packed a lot in with a tour of the areas he grew up in, including showing me what was his old school but isn't a school now, A wander round an old graveyard at St Mary's church, where apparently well known people are buried.  A boat trip up the river Avon and a bit of shopping to finish where I bought a new top and matching very short skirt which shows my panties even if I'm not bending over. 

The other 2 days out David was in Dee mode were at St Fagans National Museum of History in Cardiff and Tyntesfield House. Both worth a visit but for me the Museum of history was more interesting as I find most old houses are much the same and even before going inside I pretty much know what to expect. Big rooms and lots of painting of dead people that used to live there.

I also took my Focus RS to a Ford show in Beaulie last weekend and there was a 1000 other sad Ford cars on show there as well as mine. BTW all the cars were on show no matter what state they're in as mine is not in the best nick no question of that. Talking of my RS yesterday I hit the underside on a speed bum which damaged it. Causing a tray to brake off and drag under the car damaging the two front tyres in the process. So now need to replace the tray and the tyres. I had to go into a garage in Exeter with the tube sticking out my nose where the cut the tray and attached pipe off the car so I could get it back home. 

Tomorrow I'm off on tour which is a packed one including wrestling bondage and CP hence I'm doing my blog today not on the 1st when I'm away. BTW Lucky for me I have my Fiesta ST which I've just spent £800 on for 4 new tyres so my poorly RS can stay parked up until I get back and can get if fixed. 

Anyway that's enough from me for now here's some photos mainly from my days out with Dee/David 

Oh the last photo is of me in my grid girl dress I bought in France which sadly I broke the zip on this week as I'm too fat for it so may have to be binned now.😢

Wales Highest

Wales highest what? I hear you ask. Well as I was at the top of Mount Snowden when the wind caught my dress and David took a photo it must be the highest ever pantie flash. 

So the highlight of May was a 3 night stay in north Wales with David(sometimes Dee) in a lovely little cottage with it's own hot tub. We stayed in a place called Llanbedrog  in Pwllheli and decided to travel separately so I could ride the roads of Wales on one of my bikes. David took the more direct route on the M5 which was far quicker and he left after me but arrived before. My plan was to take the Kawasaki as it's made for long distance tours but unable to get my new TOM TOM rider to connect to my helmet head set at the last minute I changed my mind and took the Hornet instead which has my old Garmin sat nav on it and this works fine but its so old half the new roads are not on it and it wont update! 

After a very long ride I finally arrived at the cottage and straight away got changed and we went off for dinner in a place we found in a nearby town mainly because the Ship which was the local pub wasn't able to do food than night as the chef was ill. Hope it wasn't food poisoning!!

After we got back to the cottage I spent an hour or so in the hot tub, Something I did every night while there. Sadly David didn't join me once as it would seem he has some sort of fear of water! 

The next day David had booked tickets on the Ffestinog heritage railway but we were running late and it looked for all the world we were going to miss our train but guess what! 

We did.

While David (or Dee this day) parked the car and had a fight with the parking meter I ran to the station to try and stop the train. Maybe someone should have tied me to the tracks(it wouldn't have been the first time) They held it for a few minutes but in the end it had to go and Dee was nowhere to be seen. Lucky for us a kind lady who worked there drove us both to the next station so we could get on there and all was well again. The rest of the trip went fine and we even made some friends on the train. That night the Ship was serving food again so we ate there and didn't get food poisoning. 

The next day we went to Portmeirion(where as everyone knows the prisoner was shot. No not an actually prisoner was shot but the program was filmed there) then onto Beddgelert for lunch before going on the Snowdon railway to the top of the mountain as we were far to lazy to walk up. It was a beautiful day and the views at the top were amazing(not the ones up my dress as it blew up) Sadly David(not Dee this day) struggled with the heights at the top before losing his hat which for all we know is still up the top of Snowdon now! 

The following day our stay was over and it was time to work our way back home. Again I went through Wales on the bike. In fact before heading home I returned to Snowdonia just to pick up a mug from the gift shop and get some photos of my Hornet in front of the mountains which look like normal hills in the pics so won't bother posting any.

It took forever to get back and being a Friday didn't help matters but the Hornet came into its own on the M4 and M5 and filtered effortlessly through the stationary traffic which I did enjoy. David still made it back to his place in the car before I got home though.

Next time we do a trip like this we're thinking of doing Scotland which could be fun as it will only be my second time in Scotland with the previous one also being on a motorbike many years ago 

Other than our break I did more sessions in the Travelodge and another day of Bondage there with Trenchard. Making films for www.naughtynina.net We have some really cool new stuff including something we've never done before rubber band bondage. Which is better than it sounds trust me

I've also done a couple of sessions at Twisted Boudoir in Bridgwater and one was wrestling with Stephen again. We did 3 films and all of these will be on might site soon. The other was with a regular  client I see as Mistress Nina then we normally go grab food together. We did this this time too and as always he follows me to the pub but this time he followed a bit to closely and drove into the back of me at a roundabout. It sounded bad but other than a few small scratches my car is fine I think but I still can't believe my client drove into me!

Talking of my Fiesta yesterday I paid £800 for 4 new tyres and the week before my Focus RS cost me over £400 to insure and a staggering £315 to tax for a year. Having nice cars is certainly not a cheap hobby.

This week Dee, Judy and I had a lovely meal in a Italian restaurant in Westbury on Trym and I did a couple of nice sessions including a CP one with Shaun who again treated me to new panties in case I was running out. Today I looked at a couple of houses but neither really felt like places I want to live for the rest of my life so the search goes on. I think it's probably easier to find the holy grail than a new house that I actually like but I'll keep looking.

See you back here next month 

Cats are people too

Well they are to the owners for sure. I remember how upset I was when my cat Misty died aa few years ago. It was like I'd lost a best friend or a family member. I was upset for weeks. Last week sadly my friend Squidgy who I sometimes mention in my posts lost his cat. When I say lost it he didn't go missing but had to be put to sleep. He was old though so he had a good life. As Squidgy lives alone it makes losing your only pet even harder I'm sure. So I've been thinking about him and his cat a lot lately and going to stay with him for a couple of nights next week to hopefully cheer him up a bit.

April like most of this year has gone by in a flash and I've just had to check my diary to see what I'd done last month. As last months blog post was pretty long I'm going to make this one shorter as I've not got that much to write about I don't think.

I've been again spending a lot of time with David/Dee and we've been having lots of meals out together in pubs and restaurants. In fact tonight will be the first time this week we've not gone out and I'm at home making my own dinner for a change

We started off with a day shopping in Cribbs Causeway and strangely for me I came away empty handed as there wasn't any clothes I wanted to buy. Even though I was trying to spend a couple of vouchers I've had for ages but I'm not going to waste them on any old rubbish so they'll stay with me until my next shopping trip I'm afraid. I'm finding the latest women's fashion trends are not really to my liking. David however came back with some groceries from M&S and some new slippers so he was a happy bunny. We did have tea and cake as always though so I enjoyed that despite not buying anything new to wear.

The following day my 35year old TZR250 was in for an MOT and it passed with no issues. So I thought it was time I gave it a run. Which was a mistake as it over heated and broke down miles from home. I've owned that bike 3 years and in that time only covered 1500miles and I think every time I've gone out for a longer ride on it somethings gone wrong. It's now with a guy who's an expert on old 2strokes being repaired yet again.  He's done pretty well out of me in the last 3 years. Although I love old TZR250's and have owned 5 of them I'm starting to think it's time to get rid as it's too old and high milage. My first one only had 1000miles on when I bought it straight after passing me test on a 125 version and I did loads of miles on that as it was my only transport and it never went wrong once. However that was along time ago and I was 18 and the 4 I've had since have all been nothing but trouble sadly. So maybe it's time to move on. I do still own 3 other bikes all of which are pretty new. 

Away from bikes my new Naughty Nina is starting to get members and I'm adding lots of content and making lots of new films for it. However it's taking me ages to edit all these new films though but feedback from members seems pretty good and you can checkout my new pay site here www.naughtynina.net if you like seeing me getting tied up, gagged abused and much much more. I cover lots of different kinks not just bondage. I'm trying to add 2 films and a gallery every week now as it's more expensive than my onlyfans page which only gets one somewhat restricted update a week. You can also just buy individual films if you don't want to become a member. Also if you're a member and you want me to make you a custom film just email me your ideas and I'll see what I can do for you. OK site advert over.

I spent a week at a cottage again with my rigger friend Trenchard last month and we again spent to whole time making new content and I spent the whole time tied up as I normally do. Some of those films are already edited and on the site and he's now also staring in the films with me but as he doesn't want to be seen on film as he's my doctor when he's not tying me up he's always masked or hooded. OK he's not really my doctor but I named him after my doctor. While I was away at the cottage I mainly wore 2 new Amorsey leotards and a new catsuit which Amoresy kindly sent me to promote their fantastic products. 

I also often use a Travelodge to see Trenchard and do some extra films which we also did this month but I also use one to do a few sessions if anyone wants to see me at one let me know. I can't do every session at a Travelodge but I can do some session. I do also use Twisted Boudoir in Bridgwater it anyone wants a dungeon or studio setting. One day I will get a new place I promise but I'm getting by in the meantime as finding a suitable house I can afford and meets my criteria is pretty impossible at the moment but something will come up I like eventually I'm sure. 

So this month David and I also had a day out in Bristol and visited M Shed which is a free museum all about the history of Bristol right up to the recent black lives matter protests. In fact the statue of Edward Colston the famous slave trader now resides in the M Shed museum. It's worth a look round if ever in Bristol and at a lose end for sure. David did insist we took the bus though instead of driving and although he loves buses I'm not a fan and he's not yet converted me.

Finally this week I had a lovely CP session for 2 hours in Bridgwater as a naughty schoolgirl and then stayed at David's for 2 nights. Yesterday I had a session in Bristol at a clients flat but as I mentioned at the beginning of this post I've had 3 meals out with him 3 days in a row the first was at the White Lion in Wesbury on Trym and after David gave me a little tour of the area on foot as he knows it well.

The second meal was at Il Fiore an Italian Restaurant in Chepstow. For this we were joined by our good friend Alison Penn and David was Dee for this one and in fact the whole day out beforehand. As the 3 of us had been on the wonderful Brecon Beacon Mountain railway and then onto nearby Aberfan to the cemetery where I think all 144 victims of the 1966 disaster are buried most were children killed in the school. If you don't know about it or like me weren't born google it. As well as the cemetery there is also memorial on the site of the school which we didn't see and we didn't realise it was there as it's not the same place as the cemetery.

The final meal was in the Fox Den yesterday afternoon which was lovely as always but why oh why is the only veg most pubs do peas. They're rubbish.

Final word on this blog is about the new law that's come into effect stating that only biological women are in fact women and trans women are not. I've been asked my thoughts on this quite a bit being what I am and how it might effect me. I have my own thoughts about this some of which I wont share as they're pretty controversial but I do think it's wrong if we're all expected to use male toilets now or it goes that way. As they've stopped short of saying this at the moment and instead we have to use our own common sense as to which loo to use. Well my common sense tells me transgirls using men's loos are at risk of ridicule and assault. I've used female toilets for 20 years and never once had an issue. 

Here's a final thought from me if trans women are not women and expected to use male toilets they should change our names around and we should be called trans men as we're seen as men who are trans now. Am I not right? 

On that note see you back here next month I hope  

Naughty Nina is back!

For those of you who don't know Naughty Nina was and now is again the name of my paysite and the place to see all my kinky films and photos. So here is the link www.naughtynina.net 

Now might be a good time to tell you all about the somewhat troubled history of Naughty Nina and if you're not interested in my kinky world you're probably not reading the right blog so I'm going to tell you anyway.

Even before I came into the world as Nina I was into lots of kinks and used to be a fan of the trans bondage site Trannies In Trouble run by Sandra Gibbons and other sites like it. This was over 20 years ago and Trannies In Trouble is still going much the same to this very day. My first site which is still online was called "Strange Little Girl" because I am or was one. Now I'm older it should maybe be "Strange Little Woman" Anyway this was made for me by my trans sister(go with it) and best friend at the time Bella Jay and Bella like me was kinky and it was part of the reason we got on so well. It wasn't long before we started making kinky little films just for fun. We decided to add them as a free section on SLG at least to start with and we called this Naughty Nina as it was my site and the films were mainly me being tied up and played with by Bella and they even had little stories.

When we had a few on the site we kept getting other trans girls saying you should be charging for these films as they're pretty good and after a while we decided to take their advice and to do so and I genuinely thought I was going to be the UK version of Sandra Gibbons at that time.

Bella then created the first proper Naughty Nina website. This ran for a few years but had all sorts of issues and problems. One being the films had to be really small which was something to do with the bandwidth and it made them really rubbish quality. There was an issue with the company taking payments and all videos had to be sent to Bella to upload which she seemed to struggle to get round to doing most of the time. It just wasn't ideal.

Several years later I had a friend create me a brand new Naughty Nina site which was far better and was made so I could update all films and galleries myself through Dreamweaver. This looked good and did OK, Not great but OK and I added new kinky films and galleries weekly for several years. A lot of work went into constantly making new content as well. However one day the hosting company transferred all my sites not just Naughty Nina to a new server and in doing so Naughty Nina stopped working and couldn't take new members. No one could fix the problem so I was forced to give up on the pay site.

For the next few years I sold a few films and have had an onlyfans account where I can put up some of my films but that's been a lot of hassle too as you may have read on older blog posts but now after contacting Xsiteabilty Naughty Nina is back but as always the case with Naughty Nina it's not totally straight forward and an old friend I worked with on many of the films I made for years doesn't want me to use any content he's been involved with on the new site sadly. 

Anyway not going to go into that but www.naughtynina.net is back so go check it out as it's full of kinky mainly bondage content and I'm updating lots at the moment but twice weekly when things settle down a bit. You can also just buy the films you want if you don't want to sign up for the subscription. 

Right Now March is almost over what did I get up too. 

I started off on the 1st with a visit to Exeter hospital. I was there to talk to a surgeon about having an Op on the NHS for my ongoing reflux issues. The Op is called the LINX and if involves inserting a small circle of magnetic beads around my food tube to stop food and acid coming back up. Again I have to have more tests before they'll go ahead with this and it does have side effects. Surprise surprise. Also if I have it done. No more MRI scans for me either.

I rode to the hospital on my Hornet(motorbike)and on the way down stopped for a wee in the services in Exeter and anyone who's been there will know the loo's are miles away from the entrance. Sadly when I got back to my bike I couldn't find the bike keys and had to retrace my steps to the loos to try and find them. I was just about to give up when I found them. Yes I'd put them in my back pocket! This nearly made me late for my hospital appointment. It didn't help that I didn't know where I was going and parked miles from the entrance and had to run with all my bike gear on. I got there bang on time and it was probably the only time appointments were also running on time!

I have also been using a Travelodge as a bit of a base at times to do a few sessions and to do bondage with Trenchard from. I keep using the same one by the Severn Bridge and it's always the same staff that must be wondering why I'm there so often. Perhaps they think I just love being next the the Severn Bridge or I fancy one of them. It has meant also I've been going over the bridge into Chepstow with David for meals a couple of times and this has also made me think about moving to Chepstow as its really close to Bristol and it's growing on me there. Still not found a place suitable or private enough but I could end up moving to Wales in the end. Watch this space.

BTW shout out to poor David/Dee as he's hurt his ribs falling down while out running and is in a lot of pain at the moment. Hopefully he recovers soon.

I did another tour which was much the same as the previous one which was at the end of last year. I stayed with my oldest client in Hemel Hempstead. He's 93 and loved to be given a good beating still. Not sure how I'll explain things should he have a heart attack while I'm beating him though. Thankfully he survived and I went to Baslow and myself got one of the hardest beatings I've ever had, Taking 100's of cane strokes over a 5 hour period. After this it was up North to a place I've been told not to mention in my blog anymore. So I'll be nice and won't this time but they have a pier not in the sea if that helps.

That was a lot of fun and I ate loads and got tied up loads while there too. Then it was back to Bristol for a session there with client who told me he'd shit himself recently and showed me the dirty ladies knickers he'd been wearing as proof which made me feel quite ill. Why would he think I wanted to see that and why hadn't he washed them or thrown them out!! 

I did a couple of sessions as Mistress Nina at Twisted Boudoir in Bridgwater also and although I don't really promote it I am available as Mistress Nina there or on outcalls. Mainly for bondage sessions so don't waste your time asking for forced oral or being fucked with a strapon please.

Last Monday we had a group meal in the Fox Den. There was 7 of us to start with but this soon went down to 6 as one of the girls got upset by being referred to as sir by the staff and she left before eating and there was a carry on about the bill at the end which frankly was just embarrassing all round and nobody really acted very well or ladylike. We probably wont be allowed back there but to be honest I'm not sure I'm really enjoying these trans do's much anyway and would rather just go out with one or two friends instead these days.   

One last thing I went to the British Motor museum with Dee and first off again no good cakes in the café but Dee liked them so it must just be me. I had to settle for sandwiches instead. We both enjoyed the museum and cars on display though. Dee's favourite was the landrover from the Judge Dreed film but I loved the various hot hatches especially the Astra GTE's, GSI and VXR as I've owned 2 GTE's a GSI Turbo and a VXR. In fact the GTE 16v is my all time favourite car. Well that and the Focus RS MK 3 which I still own of course and love to bits even after 7years. We left early to avoid rush hour traffic and had a lovely 3 course meal in Chepstow again on the way back. I can't remember the name of the place but it was very busy and they didn't seem to want to take our money as we both stood at the bar for ages waiting to pay. They were very busy though and we didn't make a scene. We save that for the group meals.