Sorry it was the title of one of the photos I put up on my flickr page this week. Yes I did a sploshing session tied to a shower and gagged with custard being poured everywhere. I'd almost forgotten how much I enjoy being covered in custard and even more so when tied up and helpless to stop someone covering me in it. This was probably the highlight of last week as even though I had a new ad in the paper business was very slow and I didn't get a booking up until Thursday. Luckily I had two Thursday but that was it. I guessing this may have something to do with it being Easter. BTW I have 3 Easter eggs all of course dairy milk ones as everyone knows this lady loves dairy milk.
Anyway I'm not down about the lack of bookings as so far this year I've it's been by far my most busy since I've been doing dom and sub work and I know I'm good at what I do so I'm sure things will pick up after the holidays again.
I must admit though I'm am slightly sad that people mainly come and see me for what I am as opposed to what I do and I'm not sure this is the case for female doms doing the same thing. Most people that want to be dominated by a woman still wont see me even though I'm probably better than many of the born female doms at what I do. I look and dress better but because I'm trans charge half the price. Guys fear it makes them gay coming to be dominated by me or even coming to dominate me even though I look and act like a women in my sessions. Most of my clients have fantasies about being with guy's and by seeing someone who looks like a woman but is still male makes this easier for them to convince themselves they're not gay.
I do see some guys who have only every seem born females for various reasons. Some say I just looked really good in my pics so thought they'd give me a go. Others they fancied something different. The best ones are the rare few that see me as a women and have no interest in the fact I still have male parts and don't want to see it. Everyone of these has enjoyed their session's with me as they've allowed me to do what I do best and not asked me to strip all my clothes off either.
OK moan over I'm never going to change the way people see me or convince all these straight guys who only do bdsm sessions with born women I'm worth a go and it doesn't make them gay. I wish I could but it's never going to happen so I guess I'm going to have to put up with seeing guys who pretend to be into bdsm but really just come to see what's in my knickers. Oh well it pays the bills and it's better than a normal job.
Writing this has made me depressed I'm going to go scoff all my eggs now and see if I can turn myself into another fat dom.
Sunday, 8 April 2012
Wednesday, 28 March 2012
Better now(sort of)
Yes I'm back working again after my accident on the push bike last Saturday and pretty much all better. Well I'm still covered in bruises and scabs but I'm not in any pain now. I guess things could have been worse and would have been worse had I landed on my bum which I need to look after for work but lucky for me it was unmarked and I was still able to take my client out on Saturday who spent quite a bit of time hitting my bum with floggers, paddles and canes.
Today I had 3 people wanting the same time which was really annoying as it's the first clients I've seen this week. The one I went with let me down but lucky for me one of the others still wanted to see me so did the session instead. I have two more sessions tonight if they turn up and the first involved me getting into my latex leotard which I normally love doing but the sleeves are so tight it's bound to pull all the scabs of my elbow!
It's not great stuck inside waiting for clients to ring when the weather is so nice at the moment and that's part of the reason I didn't see anyone yesterday. Instead I decide to cut my grass for the first time this year and take the Blade for a spin. Cutting the grass was a right ordeal in itself as although I only have a tiny piece of grass I unlike any of my neighbours have a petrol mower. Mainly because I love things with engines and I got fed up with running over the electric cable on my old mower. The problem is my mower is normally a pain to start after being left over winter in the shed and this proved to be the case once again this year. But eventually it did start only to run out of petrol a few minutes later. After going to the garage to get more petrol I did eventually cut the grass and still had time to take the blade out. Although by this time it was rush hour and there was far too much traffic about to have real fun on the roads.
Last night I watched the football an tele as it was Everton in the FA cup(they won in case you didn't know) and anyone who knows me also knows I'm only into 3 male dominated sports Moto GP, F1 and football but only England and Everton matches as for some strange reason I've kind of followed them ever since I was a child and was forced to prove I wasn't a girl by picking a team to follow like all the other boys and I also like the manager Chris Moyles and how he has time to manage Everton and host a radio show in the mornings.
BTW as well as liking 3 male dominated sports I also enjoy watching any female sport that requires the women to dress in sexy outfits hockey, netball, athletics, swimming, ice skating, gymnastics, cycling, beach volleyball, cheerleading and of course lingerie football.
OK time to face the dreaded rubber leotard!!
Today I had 3 people wanting the same time which was really annoying as it's the first clients I've seen this week. The one I went with let me down but lucky for me one of the others still wanted to see me so did the session instead. I have two more sessions tonight if they turn up and the first involved me getting into my latex leotard which I normally love doing but the sleeves are so tight it's bound to pull all the scabs of my elbow!
It's not great stuck inside waiting for clients to ring when the weather is so nice at the moment and that's part of the reason I didn't see anyone yesterday. Instead I decide to cut my grass for the first time this year and take the Blade for a spin. Cutting the grass was a right ordeal in itself as although I only have a tiny piece of grass I unlike any of my neighbours have a petrol mower. Mainly because I love things with engines and I got fed up with running over the electric cable on my old mower. The problem is my mower is normally a pain to start after being left over winter in the shed and this proved to be the case once again this year. But eventually it did start only to run out of petrol a few minutes later. After going to the garage to get more petrol I did eventually cut the grass and still had time to take the blade out. Although by this time it was rush hour and there was far too much traffic about to have real fun on the roads.
Last night I watched the football an tele as it was Everton in the FA cup(they won in case you didn't know) and anyone who knows me also knows I'm only into 3 male dominated sports Moto GP, F1 and football but only England and Everton matches as for some strange reason I've kind of followed them ever since I was a child and was forced to prove I wasn't a girl by picking a team to follow like all the other boys and I also like the manager Chris Moyles and how he has time to manage Everton and host a radio show in the mornings.
BTW as well as liking 3 male dominated sports I also enjoy watching any female sport that requires the women to dress in sexy outfits hockey, netball, athletics, swimming, ice skating, gymnastics, cycling, beach volleyball, cheerleading and of course lingerie football.
OK time to face the dreaded rubber leotard!!
Saturday, 17 March 2012
In pain
I'm typing this not using all my fingers as two are out of action. One has no skin on the tip the other has a blood blister, this and many cuts over my body are a result off falling of my mountain bike this morning while in riding down a country lane at what must have been 20-30mph the back wheel slid out when it hit some mud on a corner. I tried to keep the bike upright but was going to fast. next thing I knew I was sliding across the road and coming to a stop on the grass verge under the bike in a lot of pain. I didn't get up for a while instead decided to lay there saying "Ouch" over and over and not moving in case anything was broken. Thankfully nothing seems broken but I am in quite a bit of pain even now. I'm sure I'll ache even more in the morning as when I've wrote this I'm going to bed. I did lay in the bath for about an hour when I finally got home which was very soothing and pain killers are helping too. On the plus side the bike seems to have coped with the crash slightly better than me.
This fall has totally changed my plans for the upcoming week which I was hoping to be busy with dom/sub work as I have a new ad out but now think I need time for my cuts and bruises to heel instead now and maybe catch up on some films and spend time with my cat but I don't think she's into BDSM so wont be able to practice bondage or CP on her while I recover as that might be considered cruelty to animals
Talking of my bike I took it out in the week and got totally lost too and had to phone my friend Keith to find out where I was. he was no help as he'd also not heard of any of the places I ended up near either. Eventually I found my way back to his place.
So what have I been up to before today's fall not involving my mountain bike you ask.
To be honest not much. I did some more photos which are again great and done by Keith at http://www.fantasyphotoshoots.biz/ who of course I'd recommend to anyone wanting some fetish photos. I was going to be part of another shoot there tomorrow but I don't think that's going to happen unless I make a miraculous recovery over night that is.
OK I need to lay down now so more later in the week if I get bored.
This fall has totally changed my plans for the upcoming week which I was hoping to be busy with dom/sub work as I have a new ad out but now think I need time for my cuts and bruises to heel instead now and maybe catch up on some films and spend time with my cat but I don't think she's into BDSM so wont be able to practice bondage or CP on her while I recover as that might be considered cruelty to animals
Talking of my bike I took it out in the week and got totally lost too and had to phone my friend Keith to find out where I was. he was no help as he'd also not heard of any of the places I ended up near either. Eventually I found my way back to his place.
So what have I been up to before today's fall not involving my mountain bike you ask.
To be honest not much. I did some more photos which are again great and done by Keith at http://www.fantasyphotoshoots.biz/ who of course I'd recommend to anyone wanting some fetish photos. I was going to be part of another shoot there tomorrow but I don't think that's going to happen unless I make a miraculous recovery over night that is.
OK I need to lay down now so more later in the week if I get bored.
Friday, 9 March 2012
Tied Bride
I'm sat alone typing this just about to pack up for the week and go home for the weekend and I'm finding myself reflecting on the week gone by. A week where I've only seen 4 clients but all were pretty good in their own way and all very different. Best one was yesterdays spanker. I said spanker!! I really enjoyed the caning and spanking he gave me and just chatting after and before the session. All the clients this week have said they'll come again to which is also good. Even the trannie that turned up with a beard
One client was very interested in the photography side of things and spotted the camera equipment so I showed him a book of samples. Lots of nice pics of me tied up, bagged and so on which he looked through and then said it was more landscape photography he was into.
There's not that much to talk about outside of my work really. I did go and see my friend Davina yesterday who is more or less back to her old self. This I could tell as she's been buying lots and lots of shoe's again oh and dresses and was keen to show them to me before we sat down and had a meal together which as usual was one of her home made cottage pies reheated from the day before. I can still taste it now.
I'm looking forward to the weekend and getting out on my blade for a few hours if it'll start that is as it's been 2 months since I last started it. I also need to get some exercise as I've spent much of the week sat around stuffing my face on dairy milk chocolate again and I wont get any clients if I get big and fat except for the ones that like me to sit on their faces that is, I'll probably get more of these.
Oh one last thing I got married this week and here are the photos to prove it right down to the bridal underwear
The bride is mean't to spend most of the day tied up right?
One client was very interested in the photography side of things and spotted the camera equipment so I showed him a book of samples. Lots of nice pics of me tied up, bagged and so on which he looked through and then said it was more landscape photography he was into.
There's not that much to talk about outside of my work really. I did go and see my friend Davina yesterday who is more or less back to her old self. This I could tell as she's been buying lots and lots of shoe's again oh and dresses and was keen to show them to me before we sat down and had a meal together which as usual was one of her home made cottage pies reheated from the day before. I can still taste it now.
I'm looking forward to the weekend and getting out on my blade for a few hours if it'll start that is as it's been 2 months since I last started it. I also need to get some exercise as I've spent much of the week sat around stuffing my face on dairy milk chocolate again and I wont get any clients if I get big and fat except for the ones that like me to sit on their faces that is, I'll probably get more of these.
Oh one last thing I got married this week and here are the photos to prove it right down to the bridal underwear
The bride is mean't to spend most of the day tied up right?
Wednesday, 29 February 2012
Fantasy photoshoots
Sorry not posted here for a bit but I've been busy helping my friend set up his new business called fantasy photoshoots which is a new photography service where he takes professional photos and films of people in various fantasy outfits and situations and more. Have a look at the new site for the full low down and I'm also the in house model hence it's mainly pics of me on the site at the moment.
http://www.fantasyphotoshoots.biz/
Many of my most recent photos have been taken for this new venture and as you can see are really good so hopefully this will take off and we'll have lots of people wanting to come over and be photographer or tied up or maybe both. Some people might even want to be tied to me!! I know how weird is that!.
So I'm writing this sat in bed not because I'm ill just lazy. I do have things to do but instead of doing them I've spent much of the day reading about my favourite childhood cartoon on-line which was a Japanese cartoon called Gatchaman or when translated became battle of the planets which was not the same as all the good bits were removed and the story changed for kids. I now know why I liked the main villain so much as in the Japanese version he could change from male to female. Now that has go to be the best power in the world right? I also loved princess as she always flashed her sexy white panties all the time. Anyone know where I can get a princess costume let me know as I've never seen one. I'll attach a pic of her in case you've no idea what I'm on about. Also anyone else into Battle of the planets check this amazing site out. It's what I've been on most of the day today,
http://www.battleoftheplanets.net/index.html
To be honest I think I'm turning into a bit of a geek as Saturday I went to Restraints as a female star trek character. Check me out below. I'm sure I'm not the only who finds the women's star trek outfits sexy?
Oh I am!!
I'm also going to an event called stars of stage and screen this summer as Rose from Dr Who(someone I've dressed as a few times before)and lots of old has been tele actors will be there signing autographs and looking for work.
Do I need to seek help?
Don't answer that!
http://www.fantasyphotoshoots.biz/
Many of my most recent photos have been taken for this new venture and as you can see are really good so hopefully this will take off and we'll have lots of people wanting to come over and be photographer or tied up or maybe both. Some people might even want to be tied to me!! I know how weird is that!.
So I'm writing this sat in bed not because I'm ill just lazy. I do have things to do but instead of doing them I've spent much of the day reading about my favourite childhood cartoon on-line which was a Japanese cartoon called Gatchaman or when translated became battle of the planets which was not the same as all the good bits were removed and the story changed for kids. I now know why I liked the main villain so much as in the Japanese version he could change from male to female. Now that has go to be the best power in the world right? I also loved princess as she always flashed her sexy white panties all the time. Anyone know where I can get a princess costume let me know as I've never seen one. I'll attach a pic of her in case you've no idea what I'm on about. Also anyone else into Battle of the planets check this amazing site out. It's what I've been on most of the day today,
http://www.battleoftheplanets.net/index.html
To be honest I think I'm turning into a bit of a geek as Saturday I went to Restraints as a female star trek character. Check me out below. I'm sure I'm not the only who finds the women's star trek outfits sexy?
Oh I am!!
I'm also going to an event called stars of stage and screen this summer as Rose from Dr Who(someone I've dressed as a few times before)and lots of old has been tele actors will be there signing autographs and looking for work.
Do I need to seek help?
Don't answer that!
Friday, 17 February 2012
Why do people like bum sex?
As you may have guessed from the title of this post I'm not into having things inserted into my bum. To me it's an exit and never an entrance. This was proved again this week when I was given the option in a session to have a fingering or the cane and as always I opt for the cane every time. It's strange you can beat my bum black and blue on the outside and still I come back for more but one little finger up my bum and I can't take it as was the case in this session. Well I did actually take it but boy was it a struggle. One which I'm sure my client was loving. BTW he reads my blog so to him "Hi and my bums better now thanks"
This was on valentines day had he was my second client that day. Believe it or not the first flew over from Ireland just to do a session with me for a couple of hours. This is a first for me. He left happy I'm pleased to report and may even fly over again for another Mistress Nina beating.
The rest of this week has been pretty rubbish but I did take Wednesday off and turned down a couple of clients that day so I'm party to blame for my poor week.
I went to visit my friend Davina again last night and had tea with her as she's not in the best of health at the moment and has found out she needs a serious operation. My thoughts are with her and I'm praying the op will be 100% successful which I'm sure it will be.
I then went to see Dom X as not seen him for a while. He clearly didn't want to talk to me much as I spent the next few hours gagged and tied up. Hating every moment of course. He did ruin my stockings though so I'll be sending him a bill for these.
Talking to my sister Bella this week she tells me I'm not promoting Naughty Nina enough so here's a link to my very cheap paysite for anyone who's not seen it
http://www.naughty-nina.com/ If you're not a member why not it's only £5 for a month and it's really good. Honest would I lie to you. OK plug over.
Tuesday as I've said already and I'm sure you knew anyway was valentines day and to celebrate me and my friend Lord Q(he's just a friend there's never any bum sex either way)did some lovely photos of me with some roses(Oh and a gun pretending to be dead) here's one. I hope you like it.I'm not messed up honest!
The other pic is just one of me playing with myself which is nice too(both playing with myself and the photo)
This was on valentines day had he was my second client that day. Believe it or not the first flew over from Ireland just to do a session with me for a couple of hours. This is a first for me. He left happy I'm pleased to report and may even fly over again for another Mistress Nina beating.
The rest of this week has been pretty rubbish but I did take Wednesday off and turned down a couple of clients that day so I'm party to blame for my poor week.
I went to visit my friend Davina again last night and had tea with her as she's not in the best of health at the moment and has found out she needs a serious operation. My thoughts are with her and I'm praying the op will be 100% successful which I'm sure it will be.
I then went to see Dom X as not seen him for a while. He clearly didn't want to talk to me much as I spent the next few hours gagged and tied up. Hating every moment of course. He did ruin my stockings though so I'll be sending him a bill for these.
Talking to my sister Bella this week she tells me I'm not promoting Naughty Nina enough so here's a link to my very cheap paysite for anyone who's not seen it
http://www.naughty-nina.com/ If you're not a member why not it's only £5 for a month and it's really good. Honest would I lie to you. OK plug over.
Tuesday as I've said already and I'm sure you knew anyway was valentines day and to celebrate me and my friend Lord Q(he's just a friend there's never any bum sex either way)did some lovely photos of me with some roses(Oh and a gun pretending to be dead) here's one. I hope you like it.I'm not messed up honest!
The other pic is just one of me playing with myself which is nice too(both playing with myself and the photo)
Thursday, 9 February 2012
Time to die!
Today for the first time since I've been working as a pro sub/dom I got scarred. I looked out my window to see my client marching towards the front door . He was a large man covered in tattoos and it looked to me like he had a stone in one hand. He knocked on the door and I didn't know if I should answer so phoned a friend who didn't know what I should do either.It was just like being on who wants to be a millionaire. In the end I decided to let him in and if he was going to bash my head in and it was my time to die it was.
As I'm here writing this it clearly wasn't my time to die unless I'm doing this from beyond the grave and my session was fine in the end and it wasn't a stone but his keys and wallet wrapped in what looked like a handkerchief and from a distance looked to me like it could have been a stone and as you know when people get scarred their mind often plays tricks on them. He enjoyed me and even wants to come again which he wouldn't of been able to do had he bashed my brains in unless he has a thing for corpse's that is. At least if he'd done away with me I wouldn't stop him having sex with me like I do now.
I had another client today who kept saying red and stopping the session with everything I did to him after he told me he liked extreme bdsm. Turns out he didn't.
I now want to mention my friend Davina who is not well at the moment and if you're reading this and know her please send her your love and best wishes and tell her you're thinking about her as I am. It would mean a lot to her.
So what have I been up to other that seeing clients you ask. Well not much really except having more photos taken and being tied up as usual. Had an amazing bagging the other night which put me on a real high. It's just so much better than sex. Saying that I've not had normal sex for years so it's hard to remember how good it is. I was never any good at it though so wouldn't have ever said it was great I'm sure of that.
I've just finished of mini eggs and now feel a bit sick so maybe that wasn't wise.
Hang on there's one left in the packet!!
As I'm here writing this it clearly wasn't my time to die unless I'm doing this from beyond the grave and my session was fine in the end and it wasn't a stone but his keys and wallet wrapped in what looked like a handkerchief and from a distance looked to me like it could have been a stone and as you know when people get scarred their mind often plays tricks on them. He enjoyed me and even wants to come again which he wouldn't of been able to do had he bashed my brains in unless he has a thing for corpse's that is. At least if he'd done away with me I wouldn't stop him having sex with me like I do now.
I had another client today who kept saying red and stopping the session with everything I did to him after he told me he liked extreme bdsm. Turns out he didn't.
I now want to mention my friend Davina who is not well at the moment and if you're reading this and know her please send her your love and best wishes and tell her you're thinking about her as I am. It would mean a lot to her.
So what have I been up to other that seeing clients you ask. Well not much really except having more photos taken and being tied up as usual. Had an amazing bagging the other night which put me on a real high. It's just so much better than sex. Saying that I've not had normal sex for years so it's hard to remember how good it is. I was never any good at it though so wouldn't have ever said it was great I'm sure of that.
I've just finished of mini eggs and now feel a bit sick so maybe that wasn't wise.
Hang on there's one left in the packet!!
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