Thursday 31 December 2020

The year that was 2020

So it's new years eve and the last day of 2020. So I'm going to treat you to 2 posts in 2 days as I want reflect with this on on what's happened over the last year. 

Sadly it hasn't been the year I thought it would be or anyone thought it was going to be.

Covid 19 doesn't effect everyone the the same no matter what people say and that's' just not in relation to age and fitness. It also makes a huge different like most things do depending on your wealth and a big difference depending on what you do for a living. I know people who haven't had covid and have worked throughout the year as normal and the only real difference this year has made to them is having to wear a mask when they go shopping. Otherwise their year has been much the same as every other year. 

For me I've been lucky so far not to have caught covid(not as far as I know anyway) I've had one negative test and no symptoms but I have been pretty good and not mixed with others. Seen very few clients this year and just been careful most of the time. Hopefully I wont catch it before I get the vaccine but as I'm in the last group that's not going to happen anytime soon. So I'm just going to keep being careful and avoiding most people for most of next year I reckon. 

So covid has affected my life in a big way. I've survived mainly on savings this year where normally I'd make enough money to pay all my bills and not dig into my savings. At the beginning of the year I thought this would finally be the year I buy my own place not only to live but also to do all my sessions at. Meaning I could do more sessions Than I currently do as I'd be available on the day most days. As so many guys ring and want to see me straight away and if I'm not free they probably go elsewhere or just have a wank instead! Which is no use to me. So covid has kind of put the brakes on this but one thing it hasn't stopped is house prices going up. Yes they're still going up despite all that's happened this year! The way things are going I'm going to end up priced out of the market.

So other than not buying a new house and getting hardly any work covid has also stopped any events like the TLI ones going ahead or Sparkle. So this has meant I've not seen many my friends all year and I've not done many films or photoshoots either. 

I know lots of you have similar stories about 2020 I'm sure but looking back what are the good things I've done? There have been a few it wasn't all doom and gloom. 

Mostly it was doom and gloom though.😒

So I bought another motorcycle in the first lockdown and sold it a few months later making about a grand in the process. In the second lockdown I bought a second car as I mentioned in my last blog and yes I still have it and love driving it. Let me tell you if you love driving and have never driven a Fiesta ST you really should. They're amazing. Trust me. I actually drove the newer model too before buying my 65 plate car and that was even better despite having only 3 cylinders but the newer one was a bit too much for me to spend on what is really a second car. 

People ask me why I need two cars and to be honest I don't. The real answer as to why I have not only 2 cars but 2 motorcycles is I'm a girl racer and a petrol head and you'll find most petrol heads have several vehicles. I have a trans friend who has a large model railway in her garden and the trains than she can actually sit in costs thousands or pounds and for some reason she has 4 of these trains! Same thing I guess but for her it's trains not cars and bikes. 

Anyway apart from doing kinky stuff and buying too much sexy clothes it's my big passion. Yours might be trains like my friends or even fishing like another friend and you might have lots of rods and why not? I do like a guy with a big rod I have to admit.😏

Also I did one great photoshoot this year with Sven and we got some really good pics so that was a positive. Normally we'd meet many times and I'm sure in the future we will again and do lots more vanilla as well as kinky photos. I have loads I want to do with him still.

This year in the absents of Sven one of my more recent clients(Shaun) helped me out endless times taking requested photos of me and now throughout the year we've become good friends too. I think the best ones he took were with the bike I bought in lockdown and again with the new fiesta. As well as endless pics of me sitting on my teddy bears in various outfits. These were custom shoots and not something I do in my spare time for fun BTW. He also buys me new panties to wear(which I love) and chocolate all the time too and the only payment he wants is a clothed face sitting and to spank/cane my bottom. 

On the subject of face sitting although I enjoy it done to me and this is a service I already offer but I'm going to push next year more as a domme if this is something you enjoy too why not give me shout. It's not going to be naked still and you wont be allowed to pleasure me but imagine an hour under my pantie or tights clad bottom struggling to breath!  More on that soon.

I've also this written articles for three of the four 2020 Transliving magazines as well and have been pleased with the articles. The current issue is out now but this is the one I haven't wrote anything for. I'm taking a break as some people feel I was in the magazine too much so a few issues without me in might please them. Will I go back and write more? Maybe I have some good ideas but maybe I've outstayed my welcome in the magazine. Some people said I was part of the reason Repartee ended. Because I was always in it and I wouldn't want to be blamed for the end of two transgendered magazines!

If you want to buy the current magazine which is a complete Nina Jay free zone click here and please help keep it going and even think about writing yourself if you have a trans related story

https://www.transliving.co.uk/

Another plus this year is after well over 10 years on twitter I finally passed 10K followers recently but that was very short lived and I've dropped back down well below that again now. 

I've kind of accepted now I'm never going to be one of the popular kids. It bothered me at first as like many I think of the things I've failed to do more than the things I've achieved. Like not getting as many followers as many of my friends on twitter, never making top babe on TVchix no matter how many good new photo's I submitted over the years, Never making the cover of TLI magazine despite writing loads of articles for them. Failing to become the English version of Sandra Gibbon's with my own paysite "Naughty Nina" which just didn't work for some reason even though it was a really good and very kinky site if you never saw it. Honest it was. OK I'll stop moaning now I just needed to get those things of my chest. Tomorrow it's a new year and I'll write a list of some of the things I have achieved so I don't look like a complete loser!

Next year I'm going to try forget all the things I've not achieved and focus more on things that I have and will hopefully achieve. 

At least that's the plan once we get rid of this bloody corona virus that is.

Anyway I've gone on enough for one day considering I'm back here tomorrow so i'll wish all of you reading this an early happy(ish) new year.

Yes I know you've read all of that rubbish and there's no new sexy photos of me to wank over at the end! 

Sorry about that but it's just one more letdown for 2020. It's 2021 tomorrow I might add some then so make sure you come back for those at least even if you don't read the post.




 

  


    


Wednesday 2 December 2020

Out Of Lockdown?

 At least I think we are from today sort of but to be honest being in tier 3 isn't much better than lockdown is it?

I've been really down lately and done very little over the last month and not seen any clients while trying to stick to the lockdown rules. Not be spanked, tied up or sploshed or done anything kinky. So I've not been doing a lot except watching a lot of tele like the current I'm a celebrity and have to say even that's been a bit pants. The other night I wanted Russel Watson making a big deal out of being restrained and dunked. The sort of thing I would do for fun if I had the chance as long as the vat was changed to custard and I could stay under for as long as I could hold my breath that is! The only hard thing for him was it turns out he's a bit think! 

Today I've posted my first selfie for over a month to celebrate coming out of lockdown and also a pic of my little Fiesta ST which I bought about a week ago. I still have the RS as I love that too bits but I've put over 40 thousand miles on it making it high mileage for one of those as most have been bought as a second car and now I have the Fiesta I can keep the RS mileage down a bit and save some money on petrol too. That's' not the main reason I bought the Fiesta though as when I was very young I had a white fiesta XR2 which I loved but had to sell because I couldn't afford to keep it at the time and the little ST is very much a modern XR2 but a million times better I'm sure. Not sure how long I'll keep both cars for though. For now it's nice to have 2 of the best performance ford models of recent years  if not all time.  It's funny I bought a bike I didn't need in the first lockdown this time I've bought a car I don't really need but cars make me happy. Maybe not as much as bondage, spanking, sploshing, ponyplay and so on but I'm not able to do much of that at the moment. BTW if you're wondering I didn't break lockdown rules to get the car. I bought it online and had it delivered. And Sven if your reading it was a really close thing between a little ST Fiesta and a Mazda MX5(A car I will own one day and then we can do our MX5 road trip providing this bloody corona virus has gone that is)

My friend Shaun kindly took a few photos of me with my new toy or "Roland" to give him his proper name. If your wondering why just look at the steering wheel on a MK7 fiesta. He also bought me a Bruce Springsteen CD which I will play latter and 3 pairs of new knickers. One of which I'm wearing now and of course some dairy milk. Of which I've eaten half the bar already! He's a lovely guy and it's his birthday Sunday when he'll be 27 so he tells me. Sadly he's not aged well for a 27year old. Such a shame. Anyway happy birthday for Sunday Shaun 

Oh he got to cane me today as a social distance with my special 2 metre long canes of course as well as take a few pics of my bum again. See below.

I'm not sure I'll be able to do many sessions the way things are at the moment but if anyone wants to buy any of my kinky films to get a Nina fix I sell them 5 for £10 as don't agree with people paying more for 1 film than I charge for 5. Seems a rip off to me. If you want to see me tied up, punished and doing many other kinky films send me an email to nina_tv3@hotmail.com  I have 100's of kinky films you'll enjoy.

One other thing today some dance tights turned up and they were sent to me by the same person from America who send me the leotard and tutu the other day. So I want to thank that person again as I now realise who it is as he send me a box of tights and leotards to model a few years ago which I did of course. If anyone else want to send me sexy clothes to model please go ahead and I promise I'll get photos wearing the items you send me and of course wear them if you ever book me for a real session

On that note here's some pics of me today with my new car and after being spanked in 3 different coloured knickers with my tights pulled down.