It's been a while

In fact almost a month since I last wrote anything in my blog and that's not because I haven't done anything. In fact I've been up to quite a bit. Half of which I've forgotten about.

The problem is mainly that my pay site  http://www.naughty-nina.com/ is not able to take any money or new members at the moment because the company who were doing that side of things has decided my site didn't make them enough money and wanted to charge me £300 to keep taking the money. This I couldn't afford so have been looking at another company ccbill that lots of pay sites use which is OK but my web mistress has sort of lost interest now and only wants to carry on if I sort everything out and I'm not sure this is such a good deal as she already takes half of everything the site makes just for uploading a gallery or film every week.

I've also had an offer to make a completely new naughty Nina site where I can upload all the galleries myself from a friend but it wont be cheap to make in the first place so I need to decide if the site will ever make enough to make this worthwhile. To be honest I'm not sure what to do as it takes so much of my time doing the photos and films for so little return part of me thinks I should just forget the whole thing but on the other hand I know how good and original my films are compared to anything else out there and one day it could really take off the way it should already have done.

It's all starting to do my head in a bit at the moment though. What with that and the fact my Mistress and Pro sub work as also gone dead for no reason I've not really felt like writing in my blog as I know all I would do is moan.

Talking of my web Mistress Bella the latest Repartee has just come out and again I've written an article for it. This time about my work as a TV Extra(all 2 times!)anyway if you want to read all about that and other interesting transgendered stuff you can buy the magazine here http://www.repartee.tv/repinfo.php?mag=70&curmag=70

Things I've done since I last wrote include going to my friends kinky house party in Wales which wasn't that kinky in the end. More like a fancy dress party. I got there really late as I'd spent the day sploshing with Messy Lou and it was a good 2 hour drive from Lou's so half the people were already going home and my friend the host Laura had to go to bed just after I arrived as she wasn't feeling too good.

The next day I did some films and photos with someone called Rubber Martyn(not his real name I don't think) which was fun but not a paid job just for copies off the images for my paysite(I already have several years worth of films and images for the site which may never get used now but still always after more and I love what's involved in getting the films and photos of course)

This weekend just gone Me and my friend Keith went to the Bristol Splunch then onto see Alex our friend doing his hypnotist act in a pub near Keith's house which was OK but slightly unnerving for me at times especially when he made one guy believe his penis had been stolen by one of the girls in the pub and he had to go look for it. I thought he would come straight to me and that would have been very embarrassing as no one knew me there but I'm sure quite a few were wondering if I'd been born male or not as I'd got a few strange looks. Luckily he didn't come to me and everything was fine but never the less I was quite glad when we left the pub.

Sunday me and Keith went to an Alice in wonderland themed BDSM party but when we arrived dressed as Alice and the mad hatter there was hardly anyone there and no one else dressed up at all. We made the most of this and played on the equipment for a few hours as we had it all to ourselves. I guess it was cheaper than hiring the place.

So that's brought you all up to date on my life over the recent weeks.

Oh did I mention I'm a red head at the moment?

     

Yesterday

Was a pretty mad day for me and a long one as well. I got up early as I had a two hour booking in the morning but he cancelled(not for the first time) so I then decided to take the racer out as it had finally stopped raining. The racing bike struggled with the back roads which were now flooded and covered in mud and stones that had been washed from the fields. It didn't help that the back tyre was also pretty flat meaning I felt every tiny bump I hit twice as hard as normal. I eventually made it from the back lanes to the main road and things improved greatly and I then enjoyed the rest of he ride. Except this one hill right at the end of my route which is a killer and part way up I always feel like getting off and pushing my push bike but never have and didn't yesterday either.

As soon as I got in someone made a booking and I had to run around like a woman possessed to get showered and changed in time which I did only for the client not to show which as you can imagine didn't put me in a very good mood.

Things got better however and at 4pm I saw the first of 4 clients. All of which were people I've seen before meaning they must like me to come back. After I'd seen the first two I decide to cook myself some food and then the phone went so I ruined it and burn't everything as I wasn't keeping an eye on it. So I fed my first effort to the bin and started over this time it was edible.

When I say I did 4 clients yesterday in fact the last one which was an out call and required me to drive 25miles in the rain didn't start until today and I didn't leave my clients house until 2.45am this morning. It's OK though as he's quite a good and kinky client who wanted to play with me encased head to toe in latex most of which he provided including the gas-mask which he'd rather look at than my pretty face!!

I got back about 3.30am and still didn't go to bed for some time after. As I got my friend Keith who was still up to massage my back for ages as it's been giving me problems lately. Thanks again for that Keith.

Needless to say today I didn't get up until dinner time and haven't seen anyone which I don't mid too much after yesterday.

Right I'm getting hungry I need to see what I can burn for tea today. Sorry cook I mean of course.

Kolpophobia

It's the phobia of genitals. No really it is I'm not making this up. I don't have a fear of them as such but they don't turn me on at all. Neither male nor female ones. Today I even started a thread about it on a bdsm forum to find out who else isn't turned on by genitals. Seems I'm not alone in finding people much more attractive when genitals are kept covered up though.

So what news have I got and how has this week been you ask.
Well last weekend looking at the bookings I had taken it was looking really good. Sadly it's turned out to be my worse week this year for time wasters. Several people making bookings and just not turning up. One was a complete c**t who rang several times and book me for two hours even confirming the night before and told me he'd bought me chocolates and my favourite Nina perfume. Then come the appointment he didn't show or contact me even though I tried several times to ring  him. Of course this isn't his phone number 07593777437 as I wouldn't want anyone to phone him up in the middle of the night or giving him abuse. I could never condone such behaviour.

So my first couple of days was filled with time wasters but the second half has been totally dead. So much so I decided I needed a break from hanging around waiting for the phone to ring and went to see my friend Davina and even went out for a meal with a bunch of trannies last night which is something I rarely do these days but it was really nice. When I got to Davina's she was in the process of sending clothes back and one dress she was going to send back because it was too small for her fitted me like a gl;ove(she got stuck in it and had to get help to get out again) so I bought it off her and this is what I wore out for the meal. In fact it fits so well after the 3 course meal I did wonder if I was going to be able get out of it myself or I was going to have to stay in it forever. Don't worry I got out but I'll gets some pics in it soon just to show you all how nice it is and it only cost £12!

On a serious note I just want to say how sorry I was to hear of the death of Aerie a young trannie who I've met a few times over the last couple of years at various fetish events. I didn't know Aerie well but chatted a few times and found her to be a pleasant likeable person who I'm sure will be greatly missed and leave a hole in the life's of those close. So my thoughts are with Aerie's friends and family at this time.

Until next time have a nice weekend. Oh before I go I need to plug my paysite more so Bella keeps telling me so I will. It's here  it's great , it's very kinky and only £5 a month or £10 for 3 months
http://www.naughty-nina.com/

 

Life is like a box of chocolates

You never know whet you're going to get right? Wrong life is nothing like a box of chocolates as you always know what you're going to get with chocolates it says on the box what's in them. You sometimes even get a helpful little drawing so you don't pick up the chocolate with coffee in by mistake.

Yesterday I had 3 clients  and 2 of them come baring gifts. The first gave me perfume and insisted on rubbing it in my private parts in the session in the hope it would sting.

It didn't.

The second really did give me a box of chocolates well  it's more like a box of chocolate. Dairy milk in fact. A whole box of small bars. I wonder if he works for Cadbury's as I didn't think you could buy boxes full of bars. It doesn't matter where they came from all I know is I'm very gratefully to him even though he didn't bring any pringles to go with the dairy milk.

As I sit here getting fatter and fatter eating my chocolate doing no real work(Yes I know there are people who get paid to eat but I'm not one of them) I've just realised that I need to start earning some money as next week I'm going to have to spend lots of money on my expensive to run bike and car as both are in for dealer services and the car needs  some new boots(that's tyres to normal people as opposed to boot which is something I like to travel in tied up)and an MOT which I'm sure it'll fail as usual . So I'm going to have to find at least £500 for all this!

I think it's time to start selling my body.

Oh no I already do that for a living.

Not much else to talk about as things are very quiet at the moment. Did I tell you I have a new phone? It's nothing to get excited about as it's much the same as my old one only this one's on a different network so now people can actually phone me as I have a signal at last.

Sploshing again tonight which I'm looking forward to as everyone knows you just can't beat a lovely bowl of custard.

Down your knickers of course!!

Splosh Monster

Sorry it was the title of one of the photos I put up on my flickr page this week. Yes I did a sploshing session tied to a shower and gagged with custard being poured everywhere. I'd almost forgotten how much I enjoy being covered in custard and even more so when tied up and helpless to stop someone covering me in it. This was probably the highlight of last week as even though I had a new ad in the paper business was very slow and I didn't get a booking up until Thursday. Luckily I had two Thursday but that was it. I guessing this may have something to do with it being Easter. BTW I have 3 Easter eggs all of course dairy milk ones as everyone knows this lady loves dairy milk.

Anyway I'm not down about the lack of bookings as so far this year I've it's been by far my most busy since I've been doing dom and sub work and I know I'm good at what I do so I'm sure things will pick up after the holidays again.

I must admit though I'm am slightly sad that people mainly come and see me for what I am as opposed to what I do and I'm not sure this is the case for female doms doing the same thing. Most people that want to be dominated by a woman still wont see me even though I'm probably better than many of the born female doms at what I do. I look and dress better but because I'm trans charge half the price. Guys fear it makes them gay coming to be dominated by me or even coming to dominate me even though I look and act like a women in my sessions. Most of my clients have fantasies about being with guy's and by seeing someone who looks like a woman but is still male makes this easier for them to convince themselves they're not gay.

I do see some guys who have only every seem born females for various reasons. Some say I just looked really good in my pics so thought they'd give me a go. Others they fancied something different. The best ones are the rare few that see me as a women and have no interest in the fact I still have male parts and don't want to see it. Everyone of these has enjoyed their session's with me as they've allowed me to do what I do best and not asked me to strip all my clothes off either.

OK moan over I'm never going to change the way people see me or convince all these straight guys who only do bdsm sessions with born women I'm worth a go and it doesn't make them gay. I wish I could but it's never going to happen so I guess I'm going to have to put up with seeing guys who pretend to be into bdsm but really just come to see what's in my knickers. Oh well it pays the bills and it's better than a normal job.

Writing this has made me depressed I'm going to go scoff all my eggs now and see if I can turn myself into another fat dom.

Better now(sort of)

Yes I'm back working again after my accident on the push bike last Saturday and pretty much all better. Well I'm still covered in bruises and scabs but I'm not in any pain now. I guess things could have been worse and would have been worse had I landed on my bum which I need to look after for work but lucky for me it was unmarked and I was still able to take my client out on Saturday who spent quite a bit of time hitting my bum with floggers, paddles and canes.

Today I had 3 people wanting the same time which was really annoying as it's the first clients I've seen this week. The one I went with let me down but lucky for me one of the others still wanted to see me so did the session instead. I have two more sessions tonight if they turn up and the first involved me getting into my latex leotard which I normally love doing but the sleeves are so tight it's bound to pull all the scabs of my elbow!

It's not great stuck inside waiting for clients to ring when the weather is so nice at the moment and that's part of the reason I didn't see anyone yesterday. Instead I decide to cut my grass for the first time this year and take the Blade for a spin. Cutting the grass was a right ordeal in itself as although I only have a tiny piece of grass I unlike any of my neighbours have a petrol mower. Mainly because I love things with engines and I got fed up with running over the electric cable on my old mower. The problem is my mower is normally a pain to start after being left over winter in the shed and this proved to be the case once again this year. But eventually it did start only to run out of petrol a few minutes later. After going to the garage to get more petrol I did eventually cut the grass and still had time to take the blade out. Although by this time it was rush hour and there was far too much traffic about to have real fun on the roads.

Last night I watched the football an tele as it was Everton in the FA cup(they won in case you didn't know) and anyone who knows me also knows I'm only into 3 male dominated sports Moto GP, F1 and football but only England and Everton matches as for some strange reason I've kind of followed them ever since I was a child and was forced to prove I wasn't a girl by picking a team to follow like all the other boys and I also like the manager Chris Moyles and how he has time to manage Everton and host a radio show in the mornings.

BTW as well as liking 3 male dominated sports I also enjoy watching any female sport that requires the women to dress in sexy outfits hockey, netball, athletics, swimming, ice skating, gymnastics, cycling, beach volleyball, cheerleading and of course lingerie football.

OK time to face the dreaded rubber leotard!!

In pain

I'm typing this not using all my fingers as two are out of action. One has no skin on the tip the other has a blood blister, this and many cuts over my body are a result off falling of my mountain bike this morning while in riding down a country lane at what must have been 20-30mph the back wheel slid out when it hit some mud on a corner. I tried to keep the bike upright but was going to fast. next thing I knew I was sliding across the road and coming to a stop on the grass verge under the bike in a lot of pain. I didn't get up for a while instead decided to lay there saying "Ouch" over and over and not moving in case anything was broken. Thankfully nothing seems broken but I am in quite a bit of pain even now. I'm sure I'll ache even more in the morning as when I've wrote this I'm going to bed. I did lay in the bath for about an hour when I finally got home which was very soothing and pain killers are helping too. On the plus side the bike seems to have coped with the crash slightly better than me.

This fall has totally changed my plans for the upcoming week which I was hoping to be busy with dom/sub work as I have a new ad out but now think I need time for my cuts and bruises to heel instead now and maybe catch up on some films and spend time with my cat but I don't think she's into BDSM so wont be able to practice bondage or CP on her while I recover as that might be considered cruelty to animals

Talking of my bike I took it out in the week and got totally lost too and had to phone my friend Keith to find out where I was. he was no help as he'd also not heard of any of the places I ended up near either. Eventually I found my way back to his place.

So what have I been up to before today's fall not involving my mountain bike you ask.

To be honest not much. I did some more photos which are again great and done by Keith at  http://www.fantasyphotoshoots.biz/ who of course I'd recommend to anyone wanting some fetish photos. I was going to be part of another shoot there tomorrow but I don't think that's going to happen unless I make a miraculous recovery over night that is.

OK I need to lay down now so more later in the week if I get bored.