Just Got Home

From my small tour up north hence I'm late with my blog this month. I've been away most of this week and visited 3 clients/friends and have been tied up lots and spanked/caned loads too and I get paid for this so sometimes life's not that bad is it?

I'm sure anyone who follows my blog will be wondering how my small OP on my bladder went. Well it didn't. They said something about someone with cancer being more important than me.😕 So I've been put back to the end of this month. Of course I can wait and I have in the meantime had a PSA test to make sure I don't have cancer as it's very strong in my family but thank god that was OK. So I've just got to keep taking the tablets for now.

Before I have my OP I'm at another Transliving Eastbourne event and if you're going please bring your bunny outfit so you can join in with my Easter bunny photoshoot. This will feature in a future issue of the magazine. If you're not coming and want to I think there maybe a couple of rooms still available. Look here

https://transliving.co.uk/weekend-events/

While on the subject of Transliving in the upcoming issue I should have a feature on my love of motorbikes held back from the last issue as it happens. Which also features other trans girls who sent me photos dressed on their own bikes with a bit about themselves so in the following issue I'm panning a car version and any trans girls reading this with nice cars and happy to appear in print glammed up with your cars get in touch please. I'll put more up about what i'm looking for on Facebook and Twitter soon.

Not that much else has happened since my last blog post in my life that I want to write about anyway except for my tour which started with a 3hr drive to Bakewell where my lovely client had bought me a Bakewell pudding not a tart. If like me you'd didn't know such a thing existed google it. They look terrible but are actually very nice. So 7hrs later I headed off to Wigan with a very sore bottom after near non stop spanking and caning! Honestly. 2 hrs later I was in Wigan (wishing my Fiesta ST had softer suspension) for 3 nights and 2 whole days of bondage fun. Oh how i'd missed being bound and gagged. So I've lots of new stuff to edit now for my onlyfans page which you can find here if you want to see lots of films of me mainly tied up struggling.

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Below are a few photos taken while tied in Wigan by Squidgy(not his real name I don't think but I could be wrong). There are films to go with all of them.

Yesterday I went from Wigan to Nottingham and spent the day with another lovely client mainly in role and again got a lot of spankings and canings. This client goes the extra mile and even has one of his rooms set up to fit in perfectly with the scene we act out and dresses up himself too. He's a real interesting character who'll be in my book if I ever write one for sure.

Finally made it back to Bristol late last night and got some much needed sleep. I now need to go shopping as I've got no food in so see you all back here next month as I should have just had my OP by then. 

BTW if you're wondering how I managed with all the travelling this week. I doubled up my tablets which really helped but I'm not meant to do this and really need another spanked bottom to stop me. Or maybe that will just encourage me.

Life begins at 40

I'm not sure that's true but I am now 40 so lets pretend it is. For my birthday I went away to the forest of dean for a few days and spent much of it soaking in a hot tub which was nice but being winter everything was shut and even the wild boars were nowhere to be seen! Other than that no meals or parties to celebrate a new decade in my life beginning. I'm not really one for parties anyway so not that bothered. I got plenty of birthday wishes on social media though.

A few days ago I finally got let back into my onlyfans account but much of the content has been removed for breaking their rules or featuring people(even if you can't see their faces) that they don't have id's or consent from. Which doesn't leave a lot and also not much of the stuff I have already made will now be suitable it would seem. So at the moment not sure if I can go on with onlyfans or if I'm going to have to find somewhere else to show off all my films and photos. Anyone got any ideas? BTW sorry to all my members there I think my account was reported by someone who clearly doesn't like me. No idea who but I do have a habit of saying what I think to people and upsetting them so there is a list of Nina haters out there. In fact talking of Nina haters I had another no show today from someone who went to a lot of effort to make a booking and pretend to be genuine but with no intention of seeing me. OK maybe he didn't hate me but I'm sure he thought making a fake booking was pretty funny. He could have just been transphobic I guess. 

I'm actually going to be taking a week off seeing clients from the 13th maybe longer as having a small operation a few days later on my bladder to hopefully help sort out my frequent/urgent urination issues I've mentioned in previous blog posts. Fingers crossed it does the trick.

Hopefully when all recovered I'm planning a small tour up north from the 22nd if anyone reading this would like to see me. I don't have a venue though so this is something you'd have to sort but if I can come to you then I could see you. I might ask for a deposit though

Yesterday I saw my friend Sven for the first time this year and we did some nice photos for a future Transliving magazine which I'm not going to talk about until the magazine comes out but we also got some lovely pics in my  new Amoresy swimsuits. See below I've got the same costume in all 3 colours. If you want one of these to go swimming in,just to wear around the house or even to wank in you'll find them here   https://pt.aliexpress.com/store/910547263

BTW only the photos in the pink swimsuit was taken by Sven the other were taken by my camera by my friend Shaun. 

I also met up with Katrina a few days ago and we did some more Amoresy photos as well as recreating a shoot we did 12 years ago. If you follow me anywhere other than this blog you will have seen these photos so won't bother putting them here, If you didn't see them and was wondering how we were dressed lets just say there was more than one cat in this shoot.

If anyone wants to book me for kinky sessions I'm still working this and next week in Bristol as an escort, pro sub and domme. One little note on my domme services is I'm going to be adding an extra page soon. I want to focus on face sitting more as everyone I do it to seems to really love it. It's not about giving me oral sex before you start thinking that though it's clothed. I will always wear at least a thong. It's more about humiliation and even breathplay than sex. Oh and no I won't change my mind and let you give me oral before you start thinking this. Oral sex on me is a complete turn off OK. You can find my mistress Nina site here https://www.mistress-nina.co.uk/

Right time to have a lay down as now I'm old that's what I've got to do more often right?

Belated Happy New Year

I know I'm 4 days late with the first blog post of 2022 and all I can say is get over it! 

Sorry that's not right I mean all I can say is sorry of course but I'm back now.

Part of the reason I've not posted before is I've been suffering headaches and dizzy spells for about a week now but I seem to be better today. I did bang my head a week and a half ago so thought I may have delayed concussion? I even rang 111 yesterday as I tend to worry about things like headaches as my mother died young of a brain tumour but they didn't think I had much to worry about.

On that cheery note I think it's time I moved on and talked about other things that have been going on in my life over the last month. 

I know all you want to know is do I have any new photos. Well yes I do but more about these later. Or just scroll down and look at them now if you want too.

First off to anyone thinking of joining my Onlyfans page and to anyone who is a current member I'm again having to say sorry as I've been locked out of my account there since before Christmas and I'm waiting for the compliance team to review my content. I'm not over confident they wont close my account to be honest as my stuff maybe considered extreme bondage and bdsm. I don't think it's that extreme but many would disagree I'm sure. Please don't send me messages on there as I am unable to reply or upload any new content. Also don't ask me if your a member for a refund as unable to do this either and onlyfans have kept several hundred dollars locked that I also can't access and may never get. Not sure how this came about as have asked but they wont tell me. 

Have I got anything at all positive to post about to start the new year you're now thinking right. As for Christmas I did see about 6 clients between Christmas and new year which were a lot of kinky fun but otherwise had a really quiet holiday time. I actually went to the cinema on new years eve and watched the new Spiderman film which was good and I loved seeing mainly the Green Goblin and Dr Octopus return as the same actors for a very good reason but if you haven't seen the film I'll not spoil it. The cinema was actually quite busy so I guess I'm not the only sad person who thought that would be a good thing to do on new years eve. Talking of Marvel I also watched the Hawkeye series on Disney+ which I also enjoyed. Now watching the new Boba Fett series there too. Anyone into either Marvel or StarWars should really get Disney+ if you haven't already got it.

I took one of my motorbikes out for a nice long very cold ride just before Christmas which again was fun. (I must stop saying everything was fun though right?) I did almost fall off when a strong sidewind caught me out though which was pretty scary and not at all fun!

Now onto the photos. All of these pics are me modeling shiny lycra from here

 https://amoresy.pt.aliexpress.com/store/910547263

It's great stuff and a good tight fit and I love wearing it but anyone who knows me would probably guess I would do as I have a massive lycra and leotard fetish. 

The guys at "Amoresy" sent me this stuff to model for them so some of what I got is not really items I would have bought myself like the swimsuit or the sleeveless catsuits. Katrina got some stuff to model too as you can see and she said the same but we're not complaining it's always nice when people send me stuff to model. No matter if it's a company or just a person. If you're thinking of buying anything from Amoresy(and why wouldn't you be?) I'm 10.5 stone and 5 foot 9 and the size large fits like a glove. Well not if it's a leotard of course they fit like tight leotards not gloves. 

Oh and if you do want to send me something to model I  rarely say no(depending on what it is of course) and will model in in photos for you or in real if you book a session with me and yes I am still doing sub, domme and escort sessions to fully vaccinated guys. One thing I'm away on holiday for most of next week as it's my 40th birthday(yes I know I don't look a day over 39) so don't try booking me for then. In case you're reading this late that's the 10th-13 the of Jan 2022 I'm back next Friday though.  

Again I say a belated happy new year to all of you and lets hope this bloody covid goes away soon or at least we can all get back to normal again. I'm sick of it now. That's sick of it not with it as so far I've managed to avoid getting it and long may that continue.

    

  

I like coming second

Again I'm early posting only by a few hrs this time but I'm currently sat at home feeling a bit sorry for myself having had a nasty cough and cold for almost a week now. This has mean't cancelling several sessions too as of course didn't wan't to give anyone my germs. Sadly someone wasn't so considerate with me it seems. I'm over the worst now and back this Thursday doing sessions again. BTW it wasn't covid as did a test when I was unable to sleep a few nights back but it was negative as I started wondering.

So the last week of November hasn't been great but I have done other stuff before I got the lergie mostly good too. 

First off I went to Martine Rose's Dumbleton Hall event and as I was the last person to win the Miss Rose title a couple of years ago I thought I'd try and defend my crown.  I thought I looked pretty good but that didn't happen and I'm no longer Miss Rose but I'm not bothered honest.😭 On the previous evening there was another competition for best sparkly dress or something and I didn't win that either. I was wearing a white sparkly dress I had bought at Eastbourne which looked Ok but not really a winning dress. Despite not winning either competition I had a good time and even had a 3hr booking in one of the rooms on the Tuesday. I had to mummify someone in 8 layers of different materials which was really hard work but I did a pretty good job if i do say so myself. I do often wonder if she managed to escape though as I've not seen her since. Only kidding of course I left her some scissors.😏

I do have a couple of criticisms about this event though. On the Tuesday evening meal I was last to get mine and it was a roast only all I got was a piece of chicken with no vegetables or potatoes. This was because mine was so slow coming everyone else on my table had eaten theirs and all the veg and potatoes as well. I asked for more but none arrived. Very poor leaving me hungry and wasting away. The following morning one of the staff called me "sir" which I wasn't that happy with either. I also got no good photos from this event to show off either and a few I have seen of me look terrible so not going to be posting any of these anywhere. Unless I buy a dartboard. 

Second event was another TLi Bournemouth one which started off with a terrible journey there. Anyone who knows me well will also know I have something of an over active bladder but not always and I never know when things are going to be really bad. I take tablets for this but as it happens driving the rubbish route from Bristol to Bournemouth even though I'd been before I left I found myself desperate for a wee and nowhere to stop. It soon got really bad so I had to pull off the main road and pull into the gateway of a field to go to the loo before I wet myself. I jumped out of the car by this time desperate and went to climb the gate but it had barb wire over the top and a warning sign CCTV keep out. I would never have made it to another field so decided I had to go in this field and climbed the gate only to cut myself and rip my tights on the barb wire while doing so. Oh did I say I was in a mini skirt and tight top? I then fell into the muddy field. However before I could pull my knickers down a car pulled in behind mine and an angry woman jumped out and started shouting at me.The field had horses in and she though I was up to something dodgy for sure. She kept shouting at me until I got in my car and left which I did as soon as possible and of course wet myself in the process. I'm guessing I set off an alarm and the woman owned the field and horses. I could see how it must have looked to her but I then had to drive the rest of the way in wet knickers which I tried to dry out with my heated seats, This was a very upsetting episode and from now on I'm going to wearing a nappy on long journeys and not just for kinky reasons

The event at Bournemouth itself was a good one and Sven came along too and took lots of wonderful photos of me over the weekend. There was 2 themed evening events and I came second in both of these and as I said at the start I like coming second(just ask my clients). The themes were maids and burlesque and below are some pics of me in both my outfits and no I didn't wet myself again in either outfit not even by jumping in the pool while wearing them no matter how tempted I was. Saturday night was a late one and I drank quite a bit too but I wasn't drinking either of the bottles of drink I won for coming second in the costume events as both were gone off. Apparently these were donated as prizes. I can see why whoever donated them didn't want them.

So the Sunday Journey back went event and wee free and I was back doing sessions the next day and even drove all the way to Derby again on the Tuesday to get a few hundred cane strokes but then Wednesday is when I started to feel a cold coming on which is where I started this blog entry.

Little plug before I leave you to look at my photos. I'm working seeing clients right up to Christmas now as just lost a week but I still need you to be double jabbed and may ask for a negative covid test which I'm also happy to provide. my services can be found on my website   

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I've come early

 No that's not what I mean! You lot with your dirty minds!

No I'm posting early because I have time to kill today. In fact this has been a very quiet week so been getting some things done like my next article for Transliving and updating onlyfans for the next couple of months. If you are on my onlyfans there's lots of exciting films and galleries coming up over the next couple of months. If you're not a member let me try and sell joining to you. For just $4.99 a month you get 2 new films and a gallery every week but not only that you can also see 100's of my films which I've already uploaded. Unlike something like clips4sale where you just buy one film for normally twice what I charge for a month. If you're kinky and now tempted just go here. You know you want to really 

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So this month apart from seeing a few clients I've been to a couple of events. Which I'm now going to bore you all about. Sorry I mean tell you all about. 

First of it was the Transliving Halloween extravaganza at Eastbourne. This was meant to take place last year but we all know what happened to that event don't we. Anyway I'm going to try not to say the C word as I'm sure everyone is sick to death of hearing all about it. No not cancer the other C word!!

For this event I took my time the day before trying on all the costumes I was going the wear and didn't over pack for once by doing this. Only 3 cases and snacks of course this time and trust me this is travelling light for me. The Friday journey down only took me 3hrs with no stops which must be a record for me. My little fiesta ST never missed a beat. At the time the panic buying of petrol was happening so I filled up the night before and the car made it down and back on a single tank from Bristol. Something my other car an RS focus would never have done. And yes for anyone who's new to my life I have 2 cars and no I'm not rich before you ask I just love cars(and motorbike which I also own 2 of before you ask) 

I travelled down wearing a Halloween top and tights as I had decided to spend the whole weekend in themed clothes. I didn't quite manage this because Richard who takes the official TLI photos wanted me on the beach in more normal wear and some snaps of me in my TLI catsuit to use for promotions. Otherwise I was always Halloween themed even for my journey home on Monday. Who said you though I dressed for Halloween every day!

I'm not much of a dancer so the main reasons I go to these events is to help out as part of the team, meet and chat to people and to dress up. As yet I've not missed a single themed competition since going to these events. So Friday night after diner was Angels and Demons and of course like most I dressed as a Demon which won me 3rd prize. Martine Rose came first and was also a Demon. I forget the girl who came second but she was actual an Angel. Well sort of do angels come in black as well as white. I meant the outfit before you all jump on me for being racist 

On day two after doing photos with Richard the evening theme was "Halloween Ball" so loads more took part in this one. I'd been helping Stacy with the raffle which took place directly before the competition but needed to go back to my room to get my mask an important part of my costume. By the time I returned a few minutes later the competition was more or less over so didn't really get to take part. I was a bit annoyed at the time as felt I had a good outfit as a creepy china doll with plastic mask that I was going to slowly remove in front of the judges to reveal my face which was painted the same as the mask. I wasn't bothered about winning as it's the taking part that I wanted to do. Again Martine won with her fab costume. I think she would have won anyway to be honest. 

On the Sunday we did my Zombie shoot but sadly there was only 3 of us and one of those was Richard the photographer. Most of the photos were taken under the pier and and even though it was just us 2 and Martine I think they came out really well and will be in the next issue of the magazine. This shoot and enjoying the meals with Stacy, Richard, Shane and Rachel in a way were my favourite parts of the weekend. I always wanted to be a hot lycra clad Zombie and now I have been one.

The last theme which is something I had decided on 2 years previous was the "Nightmare before Christmas and I was convinced my Sally outfit would win or at least be top 3 as there was only 6 dressed to theme. I even painted my face blue like the character. I was having my own nightmare to start with though as I was too fat for my dress so it had to be held together at the back by safety pins which actually to be honest works for Sally. Thanks to Rachel for pinning me in and Jasmine for the safety pins. 

For some reason I didn't even make top 3 and neither did Martine this time. 

Oh well not long until the next TLI event in Bournemouth where I can ty again. maybe as part of  TLI I'm not meant to win these things anymore anyway. Makes sense I guess. I did get a nice thankyou bottle of wine for helping out though which was lovely. I drank it straight way to take away the pain of not winning anything else. lol

It was a great first event for 2 years though so a massive thank you to all involved in making this happen. lots of photos below.

The second event was in London with my lovely friend Katrina and this was a fetish event last weekend for lovers of rubber called Rubber Cult. An event I went to several years ago with her at a different venue.

So we travelled up on the train together Friday and went out in the evening so we could both have drink as neither were going to be drinking Saturday(I'll explain later) and first off we found a boat on the Thames which was now a bar to have a couple of drinks on. They also did food but we were meeting others so didn't eat there. I had 2 over priced large wines on the boat which were already making me feel half pissed. After this we met up with others who were going to be in rubber the following night. Many like myself and Kat would also be hooded so no one would know who was who. Probably for the best seeing how I ended up on the Friday night

The Friday night was fun but I did knock a full glass of very expensive wine over and by the time I returned to the hotel I had had enough and was starting to feel sick and talking more rubbish than normal. Kat took me back to our room where I was slightly sick.

The next day I was fine and 4 of us wandered round London some what aimlessly it seemed. Mixing bus,tube and feet as a way of getting round. We did have a look in Honour and another kinky shop which was mainly for gay men but no one bought a thing. We didn't even find a nice place to eat while out and everywhere was so busy. We ended up eating snacks in the hotel that we bought in the shop next door. The other 2 we were with were good fun but sorry I forget their names as normal for me.

It took me and Kat ages to get ready that evening and our costumes mean't that there was no chance we could have a wee if we needed one. Hence drinking the night before. We looked amazing in the end though as we were totally matching. We had been planning this for some time and this was the first time we'd been out together like it. The only issue we both suffered from was the matching heels killing out feet. We were worried about not being able to go to the loo but this was never an issue. It was a great night with lots of other rubber people but very strange for me being hooded. So much so that I kept having to show people photos what I looked like without my hood on. Which always surprised people. One guy then he realised who I was offered to pay for sex wit me outside which of course I didn't take up. 

The journey home Sunday was a worse than the one up. The tubes were overcrowded as was the trains. So much so that we had to wait an hr as the first one was too full. We couldn't get a taxi when back in Bristol so I walked instead. Other than this both Kat and I loved the weekend and being in matching rubber outfits for the first time. I'm sure we'll wear them together again in the future

Snice then I've done one outcall to a client in a caravan who put me in the shower and made me wet but no one else. So I've been relaxing most of this week. Next week I'm off to the bondage cottage for a few days(I wonder what happens there?) and I'm going to cook for 8 people there which is more people than I've ever cooked for before. So will let you know all about that in the next blog. 

Oh need to mention I got done for speeding on the motorway last week 94 in a 70. I thought everyone drove that speed on the motorway!

Enjoy the pics.    

   

 

Panty Peeks

 I wasn't sure i'd have anything to write about this month as I've done very little since I last posted but then the new issue of Transliving magazine(issue 73) came through my door about an hr ago and yes I have an article in it again.(well I am part of the team these days so write at least one article per issue if they want me to or not) 

This time as per the tittle of the blog it's about my love of flashing my knickers. It's another world of kinks feature and it looks great in print and the main full page picture they've used is one of my favourite photos of me but if you want to know what one it is you're going to have to buy a copy. You can buy either a digital or printed version. For me I'm old school and still enjoy flicking through a printed magazine now and again. Get your copy here which although I've not read it yet looks full of interesting article from around the trans world as always. 

https://transliving.co.uk/magazine/

One thing I have noticed is in every photo they've used I'm wearing white panties which is a shame so maybe I'll do another one just called "Panties" to show of some of the wonderful different styles and colour panties I've got in my collection. Do you think some of the readers would like this? They can always read one handed.   

Talking of TLi next week this time I'll be at Eastbourne for their year late "Halloween Extravaganza" for a 3 night event. If you're also going to be there please join in with the themes in the evenings if you can and say hi too of course. 

The only thing that might stop me getting there is the lack of fuel with all this crazy panic buying going on at the moment. I don't get whats' wrong with some people. I think they must be watering their gardens with the stuff or something. This week I've been dead workwise and I'm sure some people were thinking of booking me for a session. Then decided that seeing me for spanking or sex can hardly be considered essential and they haven't wanted to risk not being able to get fuel. I know what you're thinking surely having sex with or spanking me should be first on the list. Sod the shopping and going to work right? 

Sadly the long awaited photoshoot with my friend Sven which should have been happening yesterday and today suffered too as poor Sven couldn't get any petrol so couldn't drive over. I really hope we can rearrange soon though and he can get some petrol. Even if it is E10.

Monday I did do a shoot with Katrina as she had been given some amazing latex outfits. So I spent most of the day taking photos of her in them.This time I was mainly helping her in and out of these fantastic rubber costumes as well as taking the photos and polishing her up. I can't give you a preview as Kat has all the photos and she'll start posting them on various sites soon. So keep an eye out for them the out as the outfits are really something and I was very jealous of her in them but she did give me a lovely rubber skirt and top as a thank you. If you like the photos don't forget who was behind the camera when you comment. If you don't like the photos it's not my fault it was Kat's camera I was just told to point and shoot. Much the same thing as I tell my clients that want to give me a facial. Some of them mess that up too! 

Away from kink I've just had to replace my tele as the old one kept switching on and off. I splashed out on a decent "Oled Sony" one because I spend so much time watching TV and films and currently still not really happy going back to the cinema. It's pretty good I must say and a massive improvement on my old tele as well as a lot bigger. I've already watched a couple of films on it. First I watched "Free Guy" which is new to Disney+. This was enjoyable rubbish then last night I finally watched "A Star Is Born" which was just rubbish if you ask me and mainly the Lady Gaga show. I might buy the sound track though because just playing the songs without the actual film would be a much better experience as far as I'm concerned.

Talking of things breaking I've had to fit another chain to my E-Bike and this time I had to replace the rear cassette as well because I'd worn t out. That cost me best part of £150 with a service! Who said bikes were cheap transport!

Hopefully next time I blog i'll have finally been to some events again. I have 2 in October as well as going to the bondage cottage where I might finally get tied up again(it's been a while) and then another 2 events in November.  Hopefully get some new photos as well. In the meantime here's some pantie peeks photos that didn't make the magazine. 

Before I finish if you want to see me in my panties for real you can still book me for various sessions including spanking,bondage and much more. See my site here for full details

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