Am I too honest?

I seem to have a knack of upsetting people it seems and it's normally though things I say or write which to me is just being honest which I wish more people would be at times. Some people find the way I am funny others think I should tone it down as I can come across as offensive. I think being like this has probably stopped me doing so well in places I should be doing better than I do. Like any trans beauty contest I've ever entered I've never done well in them probably because I've rubbed people up the wrong way not because I'm not good looking enough which of course I am. Even online ones like TV chix top babes. I've never been top babe and have upset some that have been by being honest and telling them how shit they really look. It sounds like sour grapes but really if you've seen some of the people that have made top babe there you'd agree with me. Anyway what this is all about is as some of you may know I've been kicked off of facebook for posting stuff that violates their rules and the chances are someone who I've annoyed has reported my photos even though I don't know which photos I posted that broke the rules. So I'm thinking  maybe it's time for me to change and be nice to everyone from now on? I'm also thinking I might not bother to create a new facebook page as it takes so long to build up friends and followers and instead stick with Twitter which doesn't seem to have such stupid rules. What do you think be honest?

Other than being kicked off facebook other things that have changed are I have bought a new motorbike yes it's a tiny little KTM390 Duke and it's great fun. At the moment I still can't part with my fireblade even though I'm riding the KTM everywhere and yesterday I even did a photoshoot with it and I've attached a couple of preview photos just for my blog readers as you're all so lovely. I'll be putting more up on flickr and facebook soon, Sorry I meant flickr and twitter soon as fcebook don't think I'm real!

Ok you still reading now you've wanked over the sexy babe on the bike?  Good I'll carry on boring you about my life. I still have a bit of a cough which has been put down to acid reflux as I cough mainly at night. I had a camera put up my nose and down my throat the other day and they didn't find much so that was good I think. I'm not sure if I'd rather they found something they could treat though as I keep thinking what if they've missed something more serious. Oh well if I die I die who's going to miss me and no you can't have my clothes if I do die they'll never fit your fat body!!

It's now been a year today since I left the cottage and have been working from hired venues instead and I really do want to get another place of my own soon but I'm still finding it really difficult because of the house prices which are crazy. I mean I can buy a house no problem but I just can't find anywhere private enough without neighbours being able to see my clients coming and going or as I say my clients they "cum and go" I'll find somewhere in the end I'm sure but I've still no idea when at the moment.  I am also playing with the idea of finding a venue like Ashton studios for myself just to rent but how many people would be happy to rent me a place to turn into a dungeon I wonder?

Even though I'm hiring venues for sessions last week I had 6 sessions which is probably the best I've done since leaving the cottage where I had anything up to 4 clients in one day! So people still clearly like me if I'm not rude or honest I guess. No really I'm lovely to my clients as they pay me so I've got to be.

Now I'm off facebook I'm going to try and blog more than I have been. Yes I know I keep saying that but I mean it this time and in the meantime if you want to come see me here's a link to my site and services and I'll try not to be too honest unless you book me as Mistress Nina or a rude naughty schoolgirl who likes to answer back that is.

http://fantasygirl-nina.com/