So it's new years eve and the last day of 2020. So I'm going to treat you to 2 posts in 2 days as I want reflect with this on on what's happened over the last year.
Sadly it hasn't been the year I thought it would be or anyone thought it was going to be.
Covid 19 doesn't effect everyone the the same no matter what people say and that's' just not in relation to age and fitness. It also makes a huge different like most things do depending on your wealth and a big difference depending on what you do for a living. I know people who haven't had covid and have worked throughout the year as normal and the only real difference this year has made to them is having to wear a mask when they go shopping. Otherwise their year has been much the same as every other year.
For me I've been lucky so far not to have caught covid(not as far as I know anyway) I've had one negative test and no symptoms but I have been pretty good and not mixed with others. Seen very few clients this year and just been careful most of the time. Hopefully I wont catch it before I get the vaccine but as I'm in the last group that's not going to happen anytime soon. So I'm just going to keep being careful and avoiding most people for most of next year I reckon.
So covid has affected my life in a big way. I've survived mainly on savings this year where normally I'd make enough money to pay all my bills and not dig into my savings. At the beginning of the year I thought this would finally be the year I buy my own place not only to live but also to do all my sessions at. Meaning I could do more sessions Than I currently do as I'd be available on the day most days. As so many guys ring and want to see me straight away and if I'm not free they probably go elsewhere or just have a wank instead! Which is no use to me. So covid has kind of put the brakes on this but one thing it hasn't stopped is house prices going up. Yes they're still going up despite all that's happened this year! The way things are going I'm going to end up priced out of the market.
So other than not buying a new house and getting hardly any work covid has also stopped any events like the TLI ones going ahead or Sparkle. So this has meant I've not seen many my friends all year and I've not done many films or photoshoots either.
I know lots of you have similar stories about 2020 I'm sure but looking back what are the good things I've done? There have been a few it wasn't all doom and gloom.
Mostly it was doom and gloom though.😒
So I bought another motorcycle in the first lockdown and sold it a few months later making about a grand in the process. In the second lockdown I bought a second car as I mentioned in my last blog and yes I still have it and love driving it. Let me tell you if you love driving and have never driven a Fiesta ST you really should. They're amazing. Trust me. I actually drove the newer model too before buying my 65 plate car and that was even better despite having only 3 cylinders but the newer one was a bit too much for me to spend on what is really a second car.
People ask me why I need two cars and to be honest I don't. The real answer as to why I have not only 2 cars but 2 motorcycles is I'm a girl racer and a petrol head and you'll find most petrol heads have several vehicles. I have a trans friend who has a large model railway in her garden and the trains than she can actually sit in costs thousands or pounds and for some reason she has 4 of these trains! Same thing I guess but for her it's trains not cars and bikes.
Anyway apart from doing kinky stuff and buying too much sexy clothes it's my big passion. Yours might be trains like my friends or even fishing like another friend and you might have lots of rods and why not? I do like a guy with a big rod I have to admit.😏
Also I did one great photoshoot this year with Sven and we got some really good pics so that was a positive. Normally we'd meet many times and I'm sure in the future we will again and do lots more vanilla as well as kinky photos. I have loads I want to do with him still.
This year in the absents of Sven one of my more recent clients(Shaun) helped me out endless times taking requested photos of me and now throughout the year we've become good friends too. I think the best ones he took were with the bike I bought in lockdown and again with the new fiesta. As well as endless pics of me sitting on my teddy bears in various outfits. These were custom shoots and not something I do in my spare time for fun BTW. He also buys me new panties to wear(which I love) and chocolate all the time too and the only payment he wants is a clothed face sitting and to spank/cane my bottom.
On the subject of face sitting although I enjoy it done to me and this is a service I already offer but I'm going to push next year more as a domme if this is something you enjoy too why not give me shout. It's not going to be naked still and you wont be allowed to pleasure me but imagine an hour under my pantie or tights clad bottom struggling to breath! More on that soon.
I've also this written articles for three of the four 2020 Transliving magazines as well and have been pleased with the articles. The current issue is out now but this is the one I haven't wrote anything for. I'm taking a break as some people feel I was in the magazine too much so a few issues without me in might please them. Will I go back and write more? Maybe I have some good ideas but maybe I've outstayed my welcome in the magazine. Some people said I was part of the reason Repartee ended. Because I was always in it and I wouldn't want to be blamed for the end of two transgendered magazines!
If you want to buy the current magazine which is a complete Nina Jay free zone click here and please help keep it going and even think about writing yourself if you have a trans related story
https://www.transliving.co.uk/
Another plus this year is after well over 10 years on twitter I finally passed 10K followers recently but that was very short lived and I've dropped back down well below that again now.
I've kind of accepted now I'm never going to be one of the popular kids. It bothered me at first as like many I think of the things I've failed to do more than the things I've achieved. Like not getting as many followers as many of my friends on twitter, never making top babe on TVchix no matter how many good new photo's I submitted over the years, Never making the cover of TLI magazine despite writing loads of articles for them. Failing to become the English version of Sandra Gibbon's with my own paysite "Naughty Nina" which just didn't work for some reason even though it was a really good and very kinky site if you never saw it. Honest it was. OK I'll stop moaning now I just needed to get those things of my chest. Tomorrow it's a new year and I'll write a list of some of the things I have achieved so I don't look like a complete loser!
Next year I'm going to try forget all the things I've not achieved and focus more on things that I have and will hopefully achieve.
At least that's the plan once we get rid of this bloody corona virus that is.
Anyway I've gone on enough for one day considering I'm back here tomorrow so i'll wish all of you reading this an early happy(ish) new year.
Yes I know you've read all of that rubbish and there's no new sexy photos of me to wank over at the end!
Sorry about that but it's just one more letdown for 2020. It's 2021 tomorrow I might add some then so make sure you come back for those at least even if you don't read the post.
