Friday, 29 December 2023

An Early Happy New Year

Yes I know it's not until Monday but I'm bored today so it seems a good time to write my monthly blog. I don't expect much will happen between now and Monday that'll be worth writing about. I say that but I do have a CP session tomorrow with someone I know canes very hard so I could have a very sore bum to see the new year in with!!

Not that much has happened in December and this is partly thanks to my acid reflux causing me a lot of problems and I think I had a bug or even food poisoning at the same time. Meaning I didn't eat for days and was in a lot of pain resulting in 3 visits to hospital for various tests. Including yet another camera down my throat. This is the 4th time I've had this done and I'm almost getting used and looking forward to this now. I've been waiting almost a year for an operation and I've still not got a date. 

However I have just found out about another new operation for bad acid reflux called "Reflux Stop" Which might be more suitable and have less after effects but sadly only St Mary's hospital in London are doing this on the NHS. I can get it privately done but it's £13.500!  I'm going to get onto my Dr though and see if there's any way I can get referred. The Op I'm waiting for is an older operation called "Nissen Fundoplication" which works but is a more major operation. Side effects mean I'm unlikely to ever be sick again or even burp which is not ideal.

Away from my ongoing health issues I've been out on a few Christmas meals. In fact I did 3 in 5 days with my friend Davina. The first was a works do for the marina staff and non trans friends of Davina(except me) which was enjoyable apart from the one guy who called me mate all night long that is. The second was just a trans meal with only TV's and TS's present and and lastly there was a early birthday meal for Davina with only born women, women who were born me or men dressed as women attending. No men dressed as men were invited I don't think. Hard to tell sometimes though.

I also had a lovely meal with my friends Will and David in Portbury. Will came all the way from Falmouth just to give me a can of car freshener for Christmas. Only kidding he gave me other stuff too like a homemade pie I didn't eat.

One more meal I had was with David again and this time it was at Noah's fish restaurant in Bristol which I loved and have decided to have my birthday meal there too next month. I love fish so much I really could live on it. Unlike David who hates it. Hence I took him to a fish restaurant. I'm nice like that. 

Other than not eating then doing nothing other than eat the other thing I did of interest to me anyway was treat myself to an early Christmas present of a new(to me)car and this time I've gone green.

No don't be silly I've not bought an electric car I've bought a green car.

I've owned my white Fiesta ST just over 3 years now and driven over 36,000miles in that time and really loved it but wanted to go back to 5 doors again as getting stuff in and out of the back can be a right pain at times. There have been a few comedy moments I can tell you. So the only car to replace the old ST was a newer ST and this one is bright green. It's more up to date, faster has more power but one less cylinder and better on fuel too as it drops to just 2 cylinders on ECO mode but it's not electric. I'm not ready for that just yet and to be honest not sure me or the UK will every really be ready for electric cars.

Below are some photos and yes before you ask I still have the Focus RS and I still have the 4 motorbikes. To be honest if I had the money and room I'd probably buy another bike to do some track days on and one to go green lane riding on too. Yes if you cut me petrol comes out not blood I'm afraid.

Almost forgot to mention the new issue of Transliving magazine is now out and I'm in it this time writing about the history of Triumph. No not the bikes the underwear. Why would I write about Triumph bikes in a trans magazine! OK you're right it's me and I would. You can buy a copy here and see lots of photos of me in my stunning Triumph undies. 

https://transliving.co.uk/blog/transliving-82-out-now

There's other stuff in the magazine of course which is probably far more interesting than me in my undies so don't let that put you off.

Before I finish a little plug. I'm allowed it's my blog Afterall and no one reads it anyway. 

I'm still available for sub, domme and escort sessions in Bristol or outcalls and I still have an onlyfans page which is full of mainly bondage videos with new ones added every week and you can also find me on Facebook, twitter, Flickr and Fetlife if you really want to that is.

Have a wonderful new year and see you back here in a month if I've anything to talk about that is of course.

Nina xx












Thursday, 30 November 2023

I should have been doing a session tonight but....

Yes someone booked me for this evening but didn't show up yet again. Oh well this means I can write this rubbish instead but I will be stopping to watch I'm a celebrity so it's probably late by the time I publish this.

I can't believe it's nearly Christmas again. What's happened to 2023! I had to say that as that's what everyone says right?

So November is now over and I started off being taking out for a lovely meal at the Ivy in Clifton by one of my friends/Clients. It's weird a lot of my friends are also clients now for some reason. This client doesn't show up on film so there's just a photo of me eating alone there. Who said it's an imaginary client!  

The following day I again headed north to visit 3 clients and as normal spent a lot of time tied and getting my bum punished. Not worth going into details as its much the same as every time I tour. I still enjoy it though. 

One thing I had to take a lot of stuff and it's this fact and the fact fat old trannies struggle to get into the back of my 2 door car that started me thinking about changing it after 3 years of ownership. It also doesn't have a reversing camera and I reversed into something more solid than my car costing me £250 in repairs this month. It has parking sensors but they don't really work and just bleep all the time so I ignore them and the windows were all misted up that morning too.

I love the little ST though so decided to look for a newer 4 door version, Or should I say 5 door? Is the boot really a door? I guess it must be as I've ridden in the boot of cars in the past. Admittedly tied and gagged as well at the time.

Anyway I found one I liked tested it as well a Puma ST which didn't float my boat and looks a bit like a frog in my eyes. and then promptly fell out with the sales men by offering over £400 less than the asking price. I found another I liked and they wouldn't knock a penny off the asking price! Anyway in no rush as the right car at the right price will come up. It always does.

In November I also watched one of the big Somerset carnivals. This year it was North Petherton which was pretty good but there was a 2hr delay and I was freezing waiting for the floats to come by. If anyone's never seen any of these carnivals you really should at least once in your life as the amount of effort that goes into some of the floats is amazing. Some of them not so much though.

Other than this I've not really done much recently. I did again go to the cinema and watch a new marvel film called the Marvels which wasn't great which might explain why where was only 4 of us watching it on it's second week or release. 

A few days ago a group of us went out for another meal this time at the Priory in Portbury to celebrate Dee/David's birthday. Yes I know all I seem to do is eat these days! Hence I'm so fat now!! Anyway I wont tell you Dee's age you'll have to guess but he will be spending more time on the buses now.😏 

I also did another bondage day with Trenchard this week so I'll add a few pics from that and other random ones below for you to look at or wank over if you like. I don't mind.

Have a wonderful Christmas and see you all back here in the new year for much of the same I'm sure.


















Wednesday, 1 November 2023

Didn't know what to write about this time

As it feels like I've done nothing since I last posted a month ago but having just had a chat to David/Dee on the phone I realized I have done a few things although some are the same things I do most months now so I'll talk about them first. 

Again I saw Trenchard for not one but two bondage sessions in October and we got quite a lot of stuff done both for our own enjoyment and for my OnlyFans page which sadly because of restrictions is mainly bondage films and me struggling tied up these days. They are good though and if any of my members have any suggestions for films that don't involve other people or me being tied up then just get in touch and tell me what you'd like to see me doing and wearing in my films and I'll just ignore you. lol 

The first session with Trenchard went really well and we even did a 4hr underwear shoot with me modelling all my Triumph undies before being tied up in them. Sadly I had a some issues in the second one being either in too much pain to stay in some of the ties or fingers going dead while tied or mummified. The most annoying one was a mummification I was in while tied up which I had to come out of straight away before we got any film. One of my hands had gone completely dead. I was gutted having to be set free before we got photos and films but it happens and I'm sure we'll do it again sometime.

Not sure if I've mentioned this before but my rigger is not really called Trenchard but my Dr is and they remind me of each other so they now have the same name to make things easier for me. I just hope I don't get the 2 confused and expect my Dr to tie me up to examine me next time I see him.   

Workwise I've been quiet but I did have a session in a caravan on the Jurassic coast with a client I've not seen in ages which was a lot of fun and involved me dressed as a sort of 1970's woman fully dressed in a shower. Oh and my client was dressed the same. I even did his makeup which I was really pleased with. In fact that day I did a better job on him than I did on myself! When I left there I couldn't remember how to get out of the caravan park as it was like a maze and I kept coming back to the same spot or dead ends! I thought I was going to be there all night but I did escape in the end.

I've had a few other nice sessions with some of my lovely regulars as well but have also had quite a bit of free time. I managed a trip the the Cinema to watch a film called the Creator in IMAX which was enjoyable and looked great on the big screen but had a terrible rushed ending sadly. It was a flop I believe which is a bit of a shame I think but it could have been so much better.

I've tried to get out on the motorbikes and push bikes and got soaked nearly every time. The last was a short ride on the Hornet and I got covered in mud too as it badly needs a rear hugger to stop from throwing mud all over itself and me so when I've finished writing this its off to eBay to buy one I think as I want to ride my bikes in the winter when I get chance to do so. Especially that one which is my go to bike now.

Last night was Halloween and I went out with 4 others for a meal. We were all dressed up and looking very scary and 2 of us even wore Halloween costumes. Sadly two of our dinosaur's were missing because they were under the weather so I want to say get well soon to Dee and Judy. 

Back to Dee who I've been spending a lot o time with as always and with David his alter ego. When we do sessions it's David but when we go out it's normally Dee. However we did go out one night where it was David not Dee. This was because we had gone out in the day to a railway museum in Swindon and for this David was Dee.(Are you keeping up?) It was a lovely day out as you'll see from some of the pics below and after we went round the shopping centre next to the museum and I finally managed to get some new leather boots in Carvela. I've been looking for a new pair for ages so am over the moon I've finally found some for only £99. See photo below

After this we went for a meal but Dee became David as we had a play session first and he didn't want to get makeup everywhere. To be honest and I've said this before I'm just as happy going out being the only girl as I am going out with other girls or trans girls. So it was nice to go out with David for a change. Nothing like having a big strong man to look after me sometimes and David's nothing like a big strong man. lol  I'm only kidding 

Dee has just returned from the Transliving weekend and he even entered one of the themed competition in a dress I've previously entered one in it and it was just as lucky for Dee as it was for me. By that I mean neither of us won anything wearing it! Maybe something to to do with the fact both of us wore it back to front? If you want to know more about the most recent TLi event you'll have to ask Dee as he did tell me stuff but I've forgotten it all already. If you want to ask Dee why not go to the upcoming Bournemouth TLi event as he'll be there too. Sorry but I'm not at that one either this year. 

So that's about all I've done of any interest last month I'm off on a tour up north again next week just in case anyone reading this wants to book me and do kinky stuff with me. If not I'll see you back here next month when it'll be nearly Christmas again!! So have a think wheat you're going to buy me in the meantime.


















Sunday, 1 October 2023

I know it's that time again!

I mean today it was time to wash my car again. Actually cars as I've just washed the RS and the ST as both were in a right state. Cleaned out inside too. Well the Fiesta has been doing a lot of miles lately as I've just got back from another trip visiting some clients again. Sadly no Squidgy this time but instead I saw 4 lovely guys in different locations and all wanted to spank and cane my poor bum. Which by the time I reacted the last one I have to say I was struggling with and even gave him the option to cancel.

He didn't want to and in the end I'm glad I did this session too. This last one was last Thursday evening and I'm pretty much already recovered ready to take more punishment this coming week hopefully. There was a lot of driving involved and much of it either in the rain or dark or even both when I was heading back to Bristol. Hence the car being in a right mess. 

The day after I got back I was treated to a wonderful meal at the Windmill Inn at Portishead by my friend Will which we both enjoyed although he did say everyone was looking at me. Maybe it was the white socks and mini skirt? I'm always amazed guys want to take me out for meals but also always pleased they do as it makes me feel like a real woman and a very lucky one too. I like the meals I go on with other transgirls but in many ways prefer the ones where it's just a  normalish guy taking me out. Seems less of a freak show I guess as I'm the only freak. Anyway thank you Will.

Again this month I did another bondage shoot with my rigger Trenchard and again we got some great films and photos of me tied and struggling mainly for OnlyFans. I did one in my Baywatch swimsuit in the bath tied up with the bath slowly filling up as I struggled. This didn't go to plan. To be honest the bath was too small and when Trenchard dunked my head all the water went up my nose and I couldn't stop coughing!  This needs a re-think and maybe a swimming pool not a bath. 

It was nice to be dressed as Pammy in my red swimsuit again though. When I was a kid I really wanted to be her but didn't we all? I even had 2 posters of her on my bedroom wall. There were actually from Barbwire not Baywatch though. One was her on a motorbike of course. The other of her ina black catsuit

Talking of catsuits the latest Transliving magazine is now out and after not featuring in the previous one I'm back with a feature about catsuits and my love of them as well as a bit about their history that I nicked of the internet. There's lots more great stuff in there too which I have to admit I've not read yet but will do when I have some spare time. I say that but I often don't 

If you want to buy a copy. go here

Transliving Issue 81 - out now

Talking of Transliving for a future issue I'm going to write about trans girls and trains so it you're trans and into trains get in touch with me as you could feature in my article. Trains being such a girlie thing and all.

As normal I've spent a lot of time with David/Dee and the highlight was a shopping trip to Cribbs Causeway. It was meant to be Cardiff but train strikes put and end to that idea. We both bought new clothes and spent far longer shopping than we intended too. I think I wore Dee out but we did have a nice and cheap meal after in a nearby pub that I forget the name of. Something like the red squirrel maybe. They served me a massive chocolate cake that I had to leave most of.  

I think that's about everything worth mentioning other than the fact I spent a few days with a bad back and I've no idea what I did to get it but it was very painful. I couldn't even get up at one point I was in so much pain. Better now though. 

I'm as always available for sub, domme and escort work in Bristol and outcalls most weekdays and should you want some fun with me all details can be found on my site here.

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Here's some photos from September


















 



Friday, 1 September 2023

I'm no longer happy when it rains!

This summer has been rubbish weatherwise if you're a biker like me. It's been raining on most of the days I've been free to get out on the bikes and now the summer is almost over.

Not much has happened in my world over the last month but I have just returned from a few days seeing clients up north again. This time I did 3 sessions in Birmingham. One of which was being thrown around like a rag doll or as my client likes to call it wrestling! It's actually the second wrestling session with the same guy (to be honest the only guy who books me for this) this month. I also got a sore bottom on another there! Which is all I'm going to say about that one. 

After that it was 2 nights again in Wigan for the last time being tied up by Squidgy. I say last time as this is the 3rd last time I've been there. He assures me this will be the final time though almost 100% that is!

Yesterday my bum got another beating in Bakewell for 4hrs before I returned to Bristol again.

Other than my little tour its been a quiet month but I did do another bike shoot for Will on has latest motorbike so I'll but some pics below. Sorry I know yet more bikes but I promised him I'd mention him and add some photos. It's a 1290 Supeduke GT if anyone cares. A wonderful machine badly in need of a tai tidy as you can see and it's possible one day the 2 of us will tour together on bikes. Ireland being the likely destination. I of course will be taking my green Kawasaki Ninja. As it will fit in in Ireland as everything is green over there right?  BTW anyone else have a motorbike they want me to sit on and model let me know my rates are cheap. To be honest it doesn't even have to be a motorbike. I'll pose with a pushbike or even a sit on lawn mower if that's your thing!

I also went on a day trip out with Dee again this time to Luckington apparently where the source of the river Avon is but more importantly there was a nice pub is where we had another lovely dinner and again we looked at another church and Dee tells me they're not all the same! 

So I'm writing this on my new laptop as the other one was getting slower and slower. It's much better but the mouse pad is terrible and currently can't access my Hotmail account on here and just get a error message which is annoying but at least I can still answer mail on my phone.

I had another great bondage day this month with Trenchard which has now become a monthly thing and giving me lots of new content for my onlyfans page. As well as getting in indulge in lots of my tied up fantasies like this time I was dressed as Daphne from Scooby Doo to be tied up. I know this will work for lots of people who remember the cartoon fondly as a child. I really want to do a version of Penelope Pitstop at some point as she was always getting tied up. However her outfit might work in a cartoon but not so sure about real life. If I see a sexy version I may go for it though. Anyone else got any ideas for female cartoon characters I could be to get tied and kidnapped as?  No not bugs bunny. Although as a kid I did get called bugs a bit because of my teeth and to be honest he looks quite sexy as a woman.

Away from bondage as well as  new laptop and 2 new google phones (one private and one business)I've also had to pay a massive garage bill of over £1100 on my Fiesta which only went in for a service and MOT but also needed all new brakes and 2 new tyres. So money's ging out quicker than coming in at the moment and any thoughts I had about changing my little ST have gone out the window but then again I have bought 3 motorbikes this year! Oh that's a point just had the insurance renewal come though for these which is about £750 so even more to pay out on. I know that's what I get for having a collection of bikes instead of just one like a normal person right? I'm not normal though as anyone who's met me will know.

Anyway free free to book me as a sub, domme or escort and check out my sites for details if you fancy having fun with me and if you like watching me tied up struggling please think about joining me on my onlyfans site too. There is also lot of more extreme content I have that's only allowed on there but message me and I can sell you those films too or maybe even make you a custom film but don't ask me to be naked or a boy in them as I have been again this week! Some people!!

Meet back here again next month OK. 

Nina xx