So we made to 2021 and happy new year to everyone that bothers to read this rubbish.
Yesterdays blog was kind of negative but it's not surprising considering what a shit year 2020 was but maybe we should now start to look forward to a brighter future? To be honest I don't think we'll be back to normal for most of this year and it's more likely to be 2022 even though many think we will be back normal in a few months. I don't think that's me being negative but realistic. lets hope I'm wrong though.
That being the case what is there to look forward too this year? I hear you ask. I'm not sure if I'm honest. It'll be some time before I can go back to doing full sessions again but if I can keep surviving on my savings hopefully I won't have to go back to doing a normal job again.
If anyone wants to help make sure I don't go back to the real world and buy some of my kinky films I sell them for only £10 for 5 and have loads covering many different kinks. I also sell worn panties for £15(which included postage and a photo of me wearing them)
This will give me little income but lots of spare time. Hopefully I'm going to spend a lot of time out on the bikes when the weather improves and when restrictions ease off as well as both the Z1000SX and the 390 Duke are underused. I actually wanted to spend a week or so exploring Ireland on the SX last year but this was one of many plans I had ruined by covid. So could this be something to look forward to this year? Probably not but maybe in 2022. Going to do a lot more walking and cycling to stay fit this year and to get me out and off social media.
Talking off health issues if things improve with the hospitals I may have to have an operation so I don't have to take tablets for acid reflux for the rest of my life which is kind of a good thing as the tablets I currently take have been linked to dementia if taken long term! Also the tablets I take could be responsible for another issue I have(I have too wee a lot most days). So the op could kill 2 birds with one stone. Not that I would want to kill any birds of course. Except maybe seagulls who scare me and nick chips and ice creams from your hands that is.
I mentioned yesterday several things I've not achieved but think I should have done (BTW forgot to say failing to make the top 3 in the two Miss Sparkle competitions I entered😞) but I also have a list of things I have achieved since entering the world as Nina in 2005. Including 3 Solo Repartee covers and being on 5 in total, Winning Miss TLI dressed as Mini mouse, Winning Miss Rose last year and best of all making a living as a very kinky trans escort for 11 years now and even better for more than half that time not having to use my male parts to do so.
When I stopped letting guys suck me things really changed for me and I felt more like a woman no matter if in sub, domme or escort sessions. I lost lots of guys who were only interested in what trans girls have in their knickers but kept others and even gained new ones who saw past the whole cock in a frock thing and some even saw me as a lovely young(ish) woman. And long may that continue. Once things return to more like normal that is.
The biggest thing I'm hoping to do this year now is move and get my own place where I can live and work from. I can't see it happening until things are more normal again though. However If the wrose comes to the worse and I end up having to get a proper job again because not enough clients want me after thee pandemic I would move to a different place where I can get more for my money. I hope that doesn't happen though as I'm rubbish at everything else and would hate doing a real job again now!
So today is the first day of the year and it's already dark(I didn't get up until 11.30 even though I saw the new year in alone) so not a very exciting start as not even been outside but lots to look forward too and I hope you have too.
So again happy new year. See you all here again next month and now for some photos of me for you to enjoy. All these were taken by the wonderful Sven Svenson at Bournemouth
