It's my party and I'll cry if I want to.

OK it wasn't quite that bad and I thought it went more or less to plan but the lack of thanks or feedback led me to think I got this one slightly wrong somehow. 


You see I always thought dressing up as school kids, spanking and role-play all went hand in hand and anyone who liked the whole school thing also loved being caned or spanked like I do but  I learn't this isn't the case at all and most people who dressed in school kids clothes at my bdsm party didn't want to be punished!! As head girl I didn't get punished at all except for in one of the party games where everyone in the room had to cane me once that is.


The idea of my party was to give people things to do instead of having to make their own play like you do at most other bdsm events because quite often all that happens is everyone just stands round talking but after my party  I get the feeling that this is all most people want to do!!


17 people in total turned up and the role play part in the schoolroom I thought went well but things went slightly down hill when the punishments were being handed out and people had left before we could play the spanking games I'd planned. 


Despite the lack of feedback I think it was still a good and different idea and stand by how I organised it and as everyone knows I'm always right. ;-) 


Other than my party the following night I went to Bristols club O and decided to wear a zentai suit with clothes and a wig over the top which wasn't the smartest thing I've ever done as I couldn't really see anything or anyone! I'm going to do it again though somewhere lighter and on a lead which sounds like great fun. I might even spend the whole night gagged next time(stop cheering!)


Sunday I spent the afternoon covered in custard with Angel Delight(next week I'm going to spend an afternoon covered in Angel Delight with Custard. LOL) which isn't a bad way to spend a hot Sunday. Check out her site here
http://angel-deelight.com/
The film of this will be on my own site before too long but for all you sploshers my latest film posh splosh is now up so check it out here
http://www.naughty-nina.com/
Remember anyone who is a member can request a kinky film or photo set and I'll do my best to make it and credit the person who's idea it is.


Yesterday was also a pretty good day after it didn't start well with one client cancelling last minute another one took his time slot and had me doing my mistress Nina bit for 2 hours before another one messed around before not turning up and I spent much of the night in a plastic tub full of water which was amazing and didn't want to get out. In fact I'd like to have been able to stay in if under the water with the lid on as a ornament as I think it's what every room could do with! Once I get some pics of this I'll add them so you can see what I'm talking about.


Lots more been happening this week but too much to write here and again I'm tired and don't feel very well and need to go to bed.

Back to school

So tonight it's my reform school party and to be honest I really wanted this to work out after my first attempt to run one failed and it was cancelled but with only about 10 people set to show up this one has already failed after my last party "Tide Up" had 25 or more show which was a good number 10 is just not enough and if I'm honest I'd really like to cancel this one too. However I don't want to let the few people that are coming down so I'm going ahead with it anyway. I'll let you know how it works out.


Gong back to last Saturday I went out for a lovely if very expensive meal to celebrate 2 of my friends birthday's. They're a couple who were born on the same day but not the same year so a few of us went to a Thai restaurant which like I said was very nice but hardly what I'd good good value.


The following day was very eventful as I was shooting a new splosh film at a quarry for"Naughty Nina" my pay site and it was a superhero fight to the death between Rogue and Ms Marvel which should have been really good but we ended up rushing as we kept getting interrupted by lads on motorbikes. I'm not even sure if I've got enough footage  to make the film as we were in such a hurry and when we got out of the quarry there was nowhere to wash of so I returned home still dirty! Well I say returned home but the fact is I didn't make it back as some stupid woman crashed into me on the way! My car is now being repaired and I have a loan car and the women who went through a red light and hit me is blaming me for the accident which is not good as I have a £500 excess!!


The rest of this week has been quiet and I've again been to the cinema and watched a couple of new films. One was Happy Potter the other Rise of the planet of the apes which I thought was the better of the two.


It's nearly 3 in the morning and I think I need to go to sleep!

Don't you just love vanilla's!!

I don't mean ice-creams either. It's what some of us fetish scene people call people who have so called normal lives. It's also what trans people often call non trans people. I use it for both. A friend of mine calls them the normals which I quite like too. 


Anyway last Friday I went to a private party which had a mixture or normals and scene foke and it was interesting as at the being the only difference was the way we were dressed but there was one young lady there that I chatted too who said to me. "So what do people do on the scene?" I said "what do you think we do?" to which she replied "all I know is it's just an excuse to get naked" which brought a smile to my face. later when people started to play a little she was clearly shocked to see people being tied up and beaten at first saying to me "Why the fuck is that girl getting tied up!" but I guess this is just a normal vanilla reaction which I quite often forget as most of my friends are as much into the scene as I am and it's our normal world.


Anyway party was good and I got canned by Cherry and beaten by Longman(thanks for that and remind me to move my bum round to the side so you hit it more often! ;-)) and didn't leave until it was light! So thanks to Longy for inviting me.


Monday I went to Cardiff and did some more extra work for a program called Baker boys which will be shown next year sometime. I was in a gay nightclub which made me laugh(like most things seem too) as they filled it with over the to gay people and drag queens so everyone watching has no doubt this is a gay bar!! They wanted me to wear this Welsh flag sparkly dress but there was no way. I would have looked ridiculous and it was low cut with no arms. Two things I hate in female clothes actually that not true two things I can't get away with is more like it. Sadly.
I was  first to arrive and last to be called so had to hand round in Cardiff with the other extras totally bored out of my brain for hours but I did chat to some nice people while waiting.


I also went to the cinema twice this week and watched the very average Captain America and the really good Super 8 which I'd recommend to anyone who's not seen it yet.


Lots more to talk about but I'm in the middle of cooking tea so will leave it there today I think as I'm hungry.

He loves me he loves me not.

This refers to the 2 clients I had in one day last week. The first was such a disappointment after all seemed so promising. He wanted me to come to the door dressed in a secretary style outfit and be tightly gagged already. He also told me I wasn't to masturbate for the previous 24hours. I followed his demands an even put a collar and lead on myself and cuffed both my hands and feet and to be honest was really looking forward to the spanking/bondage session the lay ahead. Sadly when he arrived things went down him and he just got his cock out and wanted me to pleasure him constantly while trying his best to snog me. He was also 2 hours late and after 5 minutes I decided enough was enough and released myself and told him to leave as there was no way I was trusting him to tie me up and not fuck me. He left I got no money and wasted most of a day.


That same night another client turned up and wanted my girlfriend experience which doesn't involve much in the way of sex(much like having a real girlfriend so most people tell me) we had a chat he seemed nice so he removed all his clothes and I started to give him hand relief while he started to play with and kiss me. After about 10 minutes of this he said"I don't think this is for me" and got dressed and left!! This guy did however pay. I guess not everyone loves me.


Since then I've had a few more clients including one I spend 2 hours tying up using mainly luggage straps and I have to say I'm getting quite a dab hand with these straps. This was a good session and the client left happy leaving me with a somewhat rare smile on my face these days.


I also did a hotel visit and managed to drive my car into the pavement in the hotel car park(I know women drivers) but it seems to be OK and I even had some new pics taken with my car yesterday before I rally do some damage to it. I hope you like them?


At the moment other than work I've got 3 things I'm trying to organise for this month. First I have a messy mud shoot at a quarry which is getting close so have to pull my finger out with this one. Second I have a school themed party which has hit on a few problems as everyone is dropping out at the moment and third I want to take my fireblade to France for a week at the end of the month and chill out at my friends house. 


She's mentioned there's lots of things to be tied too there and lots of nettles too. Why is this good you ask. Well I've always wanted to be tied in-between 2 trees and have nettle shoved down the back of my knickers. Totally against my will of course. 


Do you think I'm a bit odd? No me neither. ;-)


Oh nearly forgot quick mention for Restraints last week. It was the first (of many I hope) BDSM event at a swingers club in Bristol called Romeo's and it went really well and yes I got tied up and beat about so I was happy. I think everyone enjoyed the night so well done to everyone involved in making that happen.


I can't believe you've nodded off reading my blog again!!


WAKE UP!!!